sometimes everything is pretty messed up

lagi kurang dari dua minggu nak masok kolej balik. all ready made my to-do-list and things-to-buy. bukannya nak jadi perfectionist but sometimes it do help kan. kena organize la jugak kadang-kadang kan. 
but dalam banyak-banyak kat list tu yang paling looking forward nak buat adalah bedazzle my phone. yeah, hot pink. don't ask me why. i just love it. <3
i'm listening to thunder sekarang by boys like girls. aww mann! banyak betol kenangan, memori. kadang-kadang buat kita rindu semua masa lepas but nak buat macam mana. sometimes there is something that we won't get back. gotta move on and let it go.
i felt like i am a jerk. unsure nak buat something coz tak confident dengan apa yang dah ada depan mata. nak lebih daripada yang ada. sakit kan hati orang tak tentu pasal. kadang-kadang tak pernah rasa syukur dengan apa yang ada. takot to take a risk. takde faith in something. pikir lebih - lebih padahal benda takde apa-apa pon.
but i didn't mean to. yeah, memang dah penat try. but even for me, i'm still learning to know who i am. tapi aku tak boleh nak simpan dendam or marah lama-lama. coz its not who i am. i just can't. sooner o later kena belajar mintak maaf and memaafkan.
lepas ni akan belajar untuk terima peoples the way they are. even sometimes it do hurt us but we all have to learn to be a better person kan. so we'll try okayy??

i'm sorry but i'll try to be the way you want to be okayy?

i'm in love!

i want one of those please. tak tau dari mana datang rase nak blackberry but my dad have one. i want it with a hot pink bedazzle like that. what? i do adore bling bling okayy.
its kinda fancy. oh my gosh. want it so badly. you beautiful and kind fairy, please come to me and make my wish comes true please.i promise i'll be a good kid. and i'm crossing my heart. aqua lava diva!

semalam stay up tengok argentina vs mexico. for the first time i enjoyed the game. maybe sebab ada messi kot. aww man, messi you're sooo cute lah! seriously. grr. now i love #10. you know why.i'm not a hardcore fan of football but at least i know what is offside and corner kick. haha. impressive tak??

nak jumpe messi bole tak??

:)

smile,coke and shoes

got a good news. and a bad news.let start with a good news shall we? okayy. guess what? i'm staying with my roomie for my second year. yeay! miss you fara. but the not-good-news is semua bilik jaoh-jaoh. dammit. baru plan nak daftar same2 so maybe, i said maybe, bole dapat bilik dekat-dekat. alaa, ni yang tak best ni. susah la nak lepak same-same lagi lepas ni. before ni panggil jerit-jerit je, lepas ni kena text o pegi bilik. dah tak bole nak panggil yan ikut toilet lagi. utm ni jeles betol la. huh! :(

i'm still counting days. mann, two weeks guys! tak saba nak jumpe korang. *sigh and to you, i miss you too okayy. :)

this is my fave drink. i dunno since when but i can drink a coke one can per day. it not good for your health and i know all the consequences. so coke can you please stay away from me? 


my current needs:

someone tolong belikan bole tak?? nak la kasut ni.. please.please.please.

*puppy dog eyes*

believe me

i mean it okayy!

:)

meet the guys

tada! voila. new look again. setelah berjam-jam memerah otak buat benda ni akhirnya siap ( what? perah otak?? pfft..) and sorry facebook. i've dumped you again for my blog. whatcha think? okayy? *winkwink*

okayy. move on fellas. sebenarnya nak cerita day out with all my awesome cousins last wed. kali ni tambah lagi sorang ahli baru. nabil, mula2 cakap tak minat la, tak reti la, but end up?? paling riot skali nyanyi. tak cukup dua jam kan kan kan? duhh. so thanks again to bangchik and his 'evo 10'. i had a really great time. sekali sekali melalak and teriak dalam karaoke box tu best wehh. credits to you guys coz dengan riot nye nyanyi lagu my chemical romance. haha.. lepas ni kita karoks ramai2 lagi la okayy. 

p/s: photo sikit je sebab tadi dah upload banyak tapi terclick ape ntah hilang semua. sory but anyway, enjoyy.

hari ni lepak ngan gha sambil talk and gossiping. actually its good to have someone to talk to. thanks babe. we do have something in common huh? then tengok the proposal. the one with sandra bullock. yeahyeah. baru nak tengok. pathetic kan. love that movie la. sweet tau. <3

aww mann! i missed you guys la. seriously. omigosh, apesal la lambat sangat nak masok balik ni ek? *sigh

rindu lahh  semua yang dalam gambar ni. and kepada yang takde dalam gambar pon rinduu jugak tau tau. =)

ehh, sape rase messi cute angkat tangan cepat? ngee~~

go argentina! #10

p/s: mintak maaf font kali ni sekejap besar sekejap kecik. nak try with the design. sory for any inconveinience.

 x0x0,

edurahalim.. 

wed, thu, and now..

i'm back. yee haww! its been a long time huh? yeahyeah. i know. try tanye broadband kenape okayy. one word for my life since my last update. TYPICAL. yeahyeah ada la having fun and goofin' around but still trying to live life here. 

today is friday. yeah i would say friday coz its already 1.46 am. not in the mood for world cup tonight coz tak tau teamm mane lawan pagi ni. anyway, congrats to argentina for the 4 - 1 to korea early tonight. yeah, go argentina! psstt, messi cute. heee~~

wednesday, 16 june 2010:

to my craziest and awesome friends, Gha, Ijane and my lil sis Lisa, you guys rocked! seriously, i had a great time guys. thanks to Taman Metropolitan, Kepong for the superb view and breathtaking evening.okayy listen up. instead of pusing2 time square or mid valley, kali ni kami buat aktiviti sihat sikit okayy. picnic time guys. awesome part kami masak sendiri yeah. dengar takk?? masak sendiri. delicious agar2 and healthy sandwiches made by ijane. yummy2 ayam, sosej and kerang bakar made by duya and gha. all the cute photo by lisa. errr.

wait2. did i mention that we bought all the stuff in the morning at the market? yeah i 'mentioning' it now. thumbs up guys. :)

okayy sampai kat sana semua perut dah shuffle2 dah and dengan rakusnya kami semua makan hasil air tangan kami. mane taknye. tak lunch lagi kot. semua jadi zombie jap. lepas makan, ohh yeah sepatotnya nak main layang2 but with view like that, perfect time to turn in a camwhore. as usual. tengok okayy and maybe ada yang dah masok facebook but tengok je la okay?

again guys, looking forward for a moment like this again okayy.

friday, 17 june 2010:

hari ini hari merealisasikan impian naim untuk tengok toy story 3 3D. and naim impian anda tercapai. thanks to abah for the ticket. i gotta to say, walaupun kene beratur lebih kurang sejam for the ticket, but it was worth it okayy. tak tau la korang kan but for me, toy story 3 rocked! kalau nak tau best ke tak tengok 1 2 3 okayy. ehh, try tengok 3D okayy. even it was okay but it was asskicking. yeah. coz toy story 3 is cartoon movie so most of the viewers are kids. and they are soooo adorable. yeahyeah. i've heard a lot, "mama, macam mane kartun tu boleh terkeluar dari tv?" or dengar diaorang jerit coz semua gambar macam muncul depan muka diaorang. it was fun though. pegi tengok ramai2 okay. *winkwink*

 

now, 18 june 2010:

writing with panda eyes. tomorrow off to melaka for family vacation. omigosh. tak sabar nak mandi2 nih. and im still counting days to meet everybody. can i have another word for miss??

update soon yeah. :)

boredom leads to crap

againn. istana negara. boredom. now having my lunch alone coz abah have to go for another inspection stuff. heyy, i do go just now okayy. but since i've got no idea what to do during the session i drag my ass off back to the cabin and have my lunch. yesterday kitchen inspection. it was awesome coz got the chance to check out istana's kitchen and pastry. kinda cool but the "not-cool" thing is i got to be wakil abah for the session and i'm doomed. then lisa, not my sistahh okayy, asked me to get everyone's signature for the attendance. dammit. bende senang je kan tapi sampai kat aku macam hampeh? lack of confidence. didn't have the skill of talking to people and thats i'm worrying about. how am i gonna survive? hard to held up my head high and talk with self-assurance. i always choose to be the spectator rather than the be the playmaker. and that, got to go. 

im keep listenining to avenged sevenfold over and over again for the past couple of hours. nasib baik zacky vengeance cute. grrr.

im missing everybody even more. lagi sebulan and lame lagi. shit. but heyy for you, i feel like we're even far apart. long time ago we used to be bestfriends. ride a bike, play 'rumah-rumah', send notes together. but then it was long time ago. now we've got our own life. our own different path. yeah we've grow up. and that is what i'm scared of. you got your own new friends and i've got mine. yeah we do texting and emailing and everything. but it ain't the same as talking for hours in front of my home, sleepovers, shopping together and all the things we used to do. we going to be a young lady soon. maann, how fast time flies! sometimes i feel like you're not apart of me anymore. but i can't blame you for that. you're busy and same as me. but we doesn't shared years of our life together since we went to different high school. i feel like there is no thick and thin between us now. but im always hoping that we always stay as best friends. 

kawan2 ku, rindu lahh. even da banyak kali pakai word rindu but it still works for me. yea, rindu. *grin*

now we're in june and headed to july. i dunno why im telling you this but im starting to talk crap. need a coke!