sometimes

assalamualaikum.

sometimes, i don't mean to be rude or mean, but i just feel that i wanna say something.
sometimes, if you think that i've changed or i'm too harsh or selfish, i got my own reason why i'm being a jerk.
sometimes, it is better to hide whats bugging you head and faking a smile because you make others heart happy.
sometimes, you've said that you're trying to be a better person, but you have to try harder.
sometimes, i'm sorry to say this, i'm sick of it.
sometimes,  i'm trying to be nice and be the person that you want me to be, but you won't let me.

sometimes, you got to vanish your ego and don't try to pull back in the real you who is eager to come out from yourself.

sometimes,  maybe it is true that nothing will stay the same forever but we are the one that make things change. am i right?

sometimes, i don't want to be offensive but made me to.

sometimes, you gotta live up your life and break the wall that hold you from being happy.

happy doesn't mean that we have to laugh until our face hurt, jump around and sing, tell everybody that you are happy. its enough with a smile. :) it ain't cost you a penny to move some muscle on your cheek to smile right?

people do grow apart and we have to deal with it. but are you just gonna sit tight and see others happy and you're not?

friends are the person that understand you and stick with you through thick and thin. that won't hurt you in any ways, the person you can tell every little things even if its kinda silly, that hold your back in no matter what lies in front of you, that tell you that is the right decision to make. and  that is what friends means to me. i love my friends! :)

live up your life. be happy! :)

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