hey guys.
its been a loooooong time since my last update kan. dah berhabuk and bersawang dah blog ni.
sorry babe. i've been busy lately.
yeah. when i say been busy, it means really busy. seriously. im not lying. and facebook, you too. sorry lame tak update.
last week and now have been a hell of a week. sukam, skudai, program teknik gombak. everything. but wait, hari ni punya post:
happy times to little inner thought. okayy? how's that sound?
last weekend, sukam kat skudai. fun but penat laa weh. pape pon thanks to din and all my teamates. korang memang terbaeek laa. dapat jugak merasa pegi tengok singapore and danga bay. haha. lame kan. baru nak pegi. lain kali nak pusing jb lagi laa ek. photo banyak but not in the mood nak upload. sorry. maybe later. oh yeah, we got two medals fo bowling. me, third place and nina still the champ. korang yang lain its okay. kita try next sukam habis-habisan punya ye. pape pon korang memang terbaeek. and team yang lain pon, congrates okayy. GO UTM KL!
fo the last couples of days, it was HELL! seriously. got three test, aljabar, bahan kejuruteraan and etika profesional. man, it was .........! can't find the right word. penat, tak cukup tido, sakit belakang, sakit kepala etc. all at once. yeah. dugaan.
p/s: actually i got tonnes of happy times but it seems like hard times lagi banyak now soo lets move on okay fellas.
selera makan sekarang macam biskut. kejap ada, kejap takde. lapa but don't feel like eating anything. but bila nak makan tu, macam- macam nak. and now, i don't care. dah nak puasa pun kan.
emosi sekarang bercampur baur. theres A LOT of things on my mind sekarang. yeah, A LOT. maybe imma type of person who think too much. then that makes me quitter. takut nak amik risiko and senang give up. dah try nak let everything go away sekejap. yup, sekejap je. but bila duduk sorang-sorang, semua datang serentak and take control my mind. at that point, rase nak give up. tak boleh nak jadi a true fighter. boleh tak nak pegi mane- mane yang sunyi and takde orang and nak jerit puas-puas? nak lepaskan semua kejap. yeah, i need a beach. yeah, beach. seriously. nak duduk tepi pantai tu lame-lame and enjoy pemandangan and angin tepi pantai tu. ohh man!
kadang-kadang bila nak lupakan everything sekejap, i'll laugh. jumpa semua member and laugh. but i know, i have to be a fighter kan. and seriously, rindu mama, abah, naim, lisa, adi and all my friends. man, bila ingat kat korang serious sedih. rindu sangat. and to AJ, im sorry. i know i was wrong and its not fair to do this to you. but, it just, hard times. thanks fo everything.
anyway thanks to coke. seriously, fo me minom coke tu bole okayy kejap. coke addict kan. hey guys, but you know, dalam satu tin merah tu, ada 36 gram gula. soo its not good. and that is what im trying to tell myself earlier.
notes: todays post was a little bit fulled with crap. sorry for any inconvenience. tadi ada idea nak tulis but sekarang semua dah hilang. sorry .:(
I write better than I speak.
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