life is beautiful

i'm trying my best to love ukur right here. and today was a disaster since our terabas didn't turned out the way its supposed to be. can i have another word for penat but much more worst than that? and the worst part is air mate ni senang2 je meleleh bile penat and berjemur tengah2 panas and tension bile sume bende tak jadi. no wonder la time plkn dulu pon bole nanges dalam baris kan.

ada terbace huda zainal ali punye post and all i can say is mkay kite gang.. haha.. jeles much. shes already donate twice and i've never done any donation before. and i think i kinda agree with her cuz bile ade blood donation je mesti majoriti nye kaum hawa? nape ek? still wondering..

now im missing my besties even more. feels like haven't talk to them in years. maybe sume orang still busy ngan life masing2 and i have to respect that am i? then i feel like we are even more apart..

petang tadi ada terbace an interesting blurbs one of my friends in ms. i kept read it over and over again cuz i think the words is pretty beautiful. its something about how we should keep our life meaningful every second of our breathe cuz our life is short isn't it? and it kinda make me think think it is hell true cuz we every second we wasted is a moment of joy that we wont get back. so before your life is over do crazy stuff, goofin around as much as you can, laugh until your face hurt, enjoy your quality time with your family and friends. try something that beyond your expectation like go on a bungee jumping or anything like that. then you gonna realize how beautiful life are when you enjoy it to the max. try to stay out of your own shadow cuz  it wont worth a thing.

now i'm struggling with dynamics cuz its damn hard. i dint know if i can get through it though. wish me luck.. :)