random thoughts

assalamualaikum :)
this is one of my favorite photo from tumblr. bukan sebab ashton kutcher or that beautiful-pretty-face-girl-but-i-don't-know-her-name sebelah tu. tapi suka. okay tu je nak bagi tau pasal photo ni. :) tumblrized lagi kan?

today is already the 18th day of puasa. less than a two week will be the end of ramadhan and we will be celebrating our raya aidilfitri. baju raya, kuih raya, balik raya and everything with the word 'raya' at the end are still in my to-do-list. people are all about what color to wear this year, buying baju kurung, buat kuih raya. sadly for me, i haven't buy any baju kurung yet. what i already bought for this raya, black pants (which is to my surprise, now i can wear size *) and pair of shoes which is i've been dreaming to have like really bad. and for this raya, i already think about what i wanna wear and how i wanna match it. beria sangat ke?

okay, sekarang ada banyak sangat sangat sangat  randoms thought dalam kepala. jadi post ari ni pasal apa yang ada dalam kepala ni.
1. kalau laa sekarang ni jadi millionaire, raya kali ni baju bukan setakat 10 pasang, tapi berpasang-pasang laa.
2. teramat laa inginkan oreo chocolate cool blog with pearl. makhruh laa duyaa oiii!
3. nak polaroid camera. fyi, yang ni nakkkkkkkk sangatttttttttttttttttt. -________-
4. mix and match kan baju yang nak pakai untuk raya ni. tapi yang ni tengah buat dalam kepala. :)
5. sedar yang hidup ni macam roller coaster. ada ups and downs. not just to myself but for us as human.
6. miss being old me! :(
7. duit raya tahun ni nak beli kasut lagi. and something daripada four skin.
8. i'm a good listener, but  a bad adviser. and yes, i bad with words but good with silence.
9. loser.
10. nak main boling sepuluh game sambil makan piza and minoum coke. okay yang ni sangat pelik.
11. nak cuddlecuddle dengan baby amshar!
12. nak tengok bulan and bintang sampai tertidur.
13. tak sabar nak makan nasi himpit, kuah kacan, lemang etc. okay about food have to stop duya.
14. cukuplah. kalau nak bagi tau semua sampai buka nanti tak habis. :)

 

i do mean it. 

love,

duya <3 

wayy too long

assalamualaikum kawan-kawan!
okay terdiam sekejap sebab tak tahu nak tulis apa tapi bukan tade cerita tapi terlalu banyak sampai dah pening nak cerita yang mana dulu tapi masih ingin berblogging and jangan marah sebab dah lama tak update sebab facebook pun saya dah dumped untuk beberapa lama and dah jarang online and bukan sebab tak mahu tapi busy untuk mengonline kan diri tapi stay connected okay. panjang tak ayat? :)

hari ni: happy sebab dapat baju raya! yeay! and guess what? i got my dream pants and flats. i am soo tumblrized. and thanks to mr.AJ for the day. tak sabar nak pakai baju raya. best dapat cari baju raya dengan awak. and at last we got own shades kan kan kan? <3

yesterday: berbuka puasa, bowling and karaoke with my classmates. it was fun. same like last year huh? and for you, i think we're good right? good to have you back.

days before yesterday: err, this one was like hundreds of stories to be told. but i may sum up that i just wanna live up my life. this is for real. i wanna make every seconds of my life worth a thousand of fun and crazy stuffs. i'm just tired living with what would people think. i know what i am doing and i don't need your judgement because you just knew a part of real duya. so live with it.

i just wanna be new, alive, fun, and extraordinary duya.  and i'm still trying.