Double Story

Assalamualaikum 

Kali ni ada dua story morry. Stay tuned okay! :)

Story 1 :Global Outreach Program

Greetings from Candi Borobudur, Jogjakarta.

Cuba cari I mana? hehe. Nampak tak?

Yang pakai spec hitam, no 3 dari kiri tu laa. :)

okay kidding, yang tu nama die Young. Dia from Korea and stay kat America but now ada macam summer program kat UNISULLA.

one word.

GOP was SUPER AWESOME!

the people was super nice

the food was super good

the stuff was super cheap

and the weather was super hot *burn kulit I tawww.

Lots of places we've visited, and I admit that in my opinion, 

the first GOP ever for Diploma student in UTM International Campus was a success.

Seriously. 

Pagipagi dah dapat breakfast lauk macam lunch, kuihkuih yang mostly kinda weird but tastes good after all, local people yang sangat polite and anggap tetamu itu sebagai berkat, learned how to speak Jawa  (mas dan mbak yang sangat ganteng. awww :) ), dapat makan Bakso Special and Es Teler originated from Jawa, visited all kind of cool places in Semarang, dapat beli bag yang at first harga Rp.80,000 and at last Rp.20,000 je, dapat pegi satu lagi of the Seven Wonders of the World, and mostly dapat layanan yang tip-top from UNISSULA and most importantly dapat kenal other students from different courses kat UTM ni. Ye lah before ni nama pun tak kenal, buat muka " rasa macam penah nampak tapi tak ingat nama" and macammacam lagi lahh. but now,  A big thank you for you guys. Korang memang best!

Betul lah kata pepatah, " Bersakitsakit dahulu, bersenangsenang kemudian".

Stage before nak pergi memang macammacam dugaan. Tapi bila dah sampai sana, everything was good.

Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih Allah. :)

Next destination in Indonesia, Bandung. :)

Story 2 : Ignorance

Last night me, Abah, and Mama, we had dinner at Niara. And there are many people though. Then, I ternampak dekat satu meja ni ada this little cute girl around 4 - 5 y/o and a lady (her mum I assumed) and another lady (older than the mum). I don't if they related like the mum's mum or her friend. I don't really know. So guess what? Sambil tengah tunggu makanan sampai and chitchatting, they SMOKED! I don't if it's not a big deal for some of you guys like "Laa nape nye? Standard la zaman sekarang smoked", but for me it is a BIG DEAL! You wanna know why I said so? Like seriously kalau kau nak smoked itu kau punya hal lahh, but seriously I felt pity to her daughter. She's only five for god's sake. Nak tau apa consequences from my point of view? 

1. You do know that smoking is bad for your health. And if you're not smoking, you have high possibilities to be infected with lungs problem etc. if you are exposed to surrounding that is packed with the smoke from the cigarette right? Tak kesian ke dekat your daughter? Kecikkecik dah bagi dia sedut asap rokok? Shes to little okay!

2. Is that what you wanna your kid to be like when they grow up? You're her mum kot. Kalau dari kecik dah tengok mummy dia smoked, so what do you expected? Shes too innocent for crying out loud.

3. What people are gonna say about you? Mak smoked depan anak? Like, seriously? 

okay, that is the difference between Ignorance and Stupidity. Stupidity, you know that it is wrong and you'd stop from doing it. Ignorance, you know that it is wrong and you keep doing because you don't give a damn pun. Spot the difference?

Okay. Peace yaww.

pulasan

assalamualaikum :)

that is me.

yeah, the girl in the above photo. it's me.

okay, i'd lied.

but, but, i do feel the same way she feel.

today was, a big zero.

here goes the story.

i woke up at 9 am. brushed my teeth, tied my hair into ponytail, take my purse and car key.

bought the nasi lemak and some 'kueh' for breakfast (since my cousins were here and please ignore the part where i didn't mentioned about i didn't take a bath first. )

then i had my breakfast, and i asked my cousin when he wanted to paint all the pagar and stuff

( my dad asked me and my cousins to paint the rain gutter, our fences outside and the wall at the porch)

wait, i got  a text from AJ and he told me that he had a fever and i said to him to take some rest and i don't know..

so, i drag my ass off to kedai abang ajis ( it's a hardware store) and bought all the paint and brushes. unfortunately, they didn't have the weathershield paint that i was looking for. then make a U-turn to another hardware store ( unfortunately again, it was closed since the owner is a Chinese, still on holiday i assumed)

then, went to another hardware store near the my house (dang tak perasan masa on the way nak pegi tadi bukak ke tak, kalau tau bukak tak payah susahsusah pegi dua tiga kedai, one word, bad luck lahh :( )

then, after i got all the things that i wanted, drove back home then we started painting. i think from 10.30 until 1pm. hah, tak gelap pulak kulit. dang again.

okay, i got something to say here.

i can't stand heat and tiredness.

you got what i'm sayin'?

emm, for example, kawad kaki. okay, i do love to march with all my teammates, and share the victory together but seriously, i just can't stand the sun and sweating all over my body, and feeling exhausted. 

i just can't .

there was a time during my NS, we had to march for some event and it was like, forever.

i didn't even know what are they talking about and i can't even remember.

then, i felt tears running down my cheeks.

i cried for crying out loud

and guess what?

i was sobbing!

but i still stood still.

my friend asked me " kau okay tak? Nape weh?"

all i could do was, tahan and sabar je lahh kan.

the end.

naah, not yet. back to the story about my life today.

after we had finished our chores to paint all that stuff, my mum called me to pick up naim at his school since he got to go to school today. so i rushed upstairs, take a bath then rushed to naim shcool since my mum said that he will be waiting outside his school around 1.30pm. after a reached in front of his school. i didn't see anyone there are naim called me and said that he was already at home.

pffffttt, serious lahh??

seriously, i felt like i want to someone ALIVE.

i repeat, ALIVE!

then, i drove back home, feeling like a zombi and i only got rm10 in my purse at that time and guess what.

i bought 3kg of 'pulasan' ( for those who don't know what pulasan is, it's a fruit, macam rambutan jugak lahh but kulit die keras sikit and kena pulas kulit die untuk dapat kan isi )

3 kg for rm10

then i pulled my car over and ate half o the pulasan alone.

baru puas. :)

and it does felt good you know.

and now, my day haven't been really good you know,

i got ulcer in my mouth and i found out my "f" on my keyboard is stuck. it's not really stuck but kinda.

you know what i mean.

so little 'good luck' angel, please come to me and surprise me with your magic. i do need it.

its a long post and thank you for reading. :)

nama saya

assalamualaikum :)

It's been quite sometimes kan. i'm not dumping you my dear blog, just lots of assignments, tests

all the stuff. hectic sikit. facebook, you too okay,

this is final year or better yet final semester for Diploma. boohoo cepat nyaaa. now is 2012

and i'm gonna turn 21 this year. hah cepat sangat kan? boleh mengundi dah ni. and dah boleh kahwin dah.

kidding.

*wink wink

so this semester the final project is kinda big thing for me for one reason. susah okay! but mana 

ada benda senang kan kalau nak dapat A. so again, hectic.

as you all know, my name is NUR EDURA BINTI ABDUL HALIM.

okay lahh, abdul halim mesti biasa dengar kan?

but NUR EDURA?

first time or you ever heard of that name before?

many people told me that my name is 'pelik'.

but i don't think so. okay lahh, maybe i've been living with that name for my entire life.so that

is why i don't see it as pelik. people say that my name is kinda rare.

it is?

and i don't know what edura means. but i do know that nur is cahaya.

i do asked my mum about my name, how she get that name and what is that means

but i can't remember it.

*dang

i'll tell you later after i ask my mum AGAIN alright.

so back to the top, when i was little, other kids asked me,

" sape nama?"

then i said, 

"nama Nur Edura."

then he said,

" wahh, nice name. tak pernah dengar lahh"

he smiled.

haha. okay stop right there. the last part tu tipu je. bukan jatuh cinta pandang pertama pun dengan dia okay.

okay, i've also asked some of my friends

 " Korang pernah tak dengar nama aku sebelum ni?"

they said,

"tak pernah lahh. ni first time".

before ni nama Adura or Idura pernah dengar la but Edura belum lagi. there was a time when i register for my Diploma in UTM, on the registration day, there was a lady ask me my name because she want to

write it on some form, then when i said my name, she said " Sedapnya nama, boleh buat nama anak nanti ni."

i just smiled. haha. tak tau nak buat apa. puji la tu kan?

okay lahh, the thing is emmm i don't know what the thing is. kidding. the thing is i'm blessed for my name. thank you to abah and mama sebab bagi nama ni. :)

wait, fyi, the right way to pronounce my name "-idura". even it is spelled with an 'e' but you have to pronounce it like you pronounce an 'i'. hihi. i'm just sayinnnnnnn'. :)

toodles! :)

chic pop

assalamualaikum.

hello peeps :)

red: me, yellow: jia, green: astina

yesterday, me and my gurlprennnnnn went to chic pop at jaya one, asia jaya. maybe some of you guys

have heard about this thangg before but me, first time. yeahyeah, lameeeee! 

it was aweesomme!

but the not-really-awesomee-part is masingmasing tade duit. haha pity us.

takde lahh shopping banyak sangat kan since duit pun cukupcukup makan je. but yeayy, i got two shirts for rm5 and rm10 and a belt for rm15. murah kan? 

okayokay, for those who dont know what 'chic pop' is, its a bazaar or market that sells clothes,

shoes, and all sort of vintage stuff. mostly from online blogshop laah. so sapesape yang rajin tengok blogshop 

tu tau laa kot.

naah, me not really. 

and the stuff was really vintage and the price was affordable. i think. kena pandai cari laah.

so anybody who interested, bolehh la pegi nanti. cool!

okay laah, actually i got work to do but since nobody knows how to do it, its kinda slow progress

for us to finish it. :)

life equal love :)

re-do

assalamualaikum.

i don't really know what happened  for the photos i posted in my previous post. dang, merepek laahh.

buat rosak blog i je. and frankly, malas lahh nak betulkan. so, tadaa! satu je lahh.

i got my own life and i'm gonna live with it. yeah, i do. :)

p/s: if we want to be great leader, person, mind our language. you won't get the respect you want if you calling the others with names and stuff that you shouldn't be saying anyway. don't put high expectation that people are gonna praise you. treat people like the way you want to be treated. peace yaww.

Wednesday with words :)

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera :)

it's Wednesday and i am not going to post any "Wordless Wednesday". today's Wednesday is going to be Wednesday with words. huhh?

okay, stop.

semalam berkaraoke-ing dengan akim, memek, bubu, din, wani and suhaila. guess what? dekat Redbox Sogo okayy. wootwoot.. darn, i'm lame kan? orang lain dah berabad dah karaoke kat sana and aku baru nak jejak kaki. biasa la selama ni karaoke nak save je kan, so pegi la yang dekatdekat je. 

one word.

AWESOMEEEE!

okay tapi tetap lame sebab baru jejak kaki. damn.

but anyway, talent tetap kena tunjuk kan. now baru nampak, rupanya semua ada bakat nak nyanyi tuu. 

seriously, terpegun. haha. tapi memang best. lain kali kita karoks 6 jam pulak lahh.:)

i'm still in the middle of finishing my UCAS requirement. guess that buat essay dah tak semudah macam sekolah menengah dulu. otak dah berkarat dah dengan word yang tinggitinggi ni. 

bottom line, kurang membaca. tu je punca. duya, gotta do something huh?

by the way, i do believe in Law of Attractions. seriously it works. 

yang penting usaha dan doa.

Insyaallah.:)

p/s: bahasa Melayu :)

it's sunday and i'm talking craps

assalamualaikum :)

today is Sunday and first weekend for my final semester (bila dah first week konfrim la tak belajar sangat on the first week kan). and guess what? i'm alone in my room all by myself. Jia and As went for some shoppingshopping time at Mid Valley and walkingwalking at Pasar Seni. 

Anonymous: Kenapa tak balik? Kan cuti lama.

Me: My family semua balik Kedah and now they are on their way to Padang Besar. 

Nooo!!! * jealous much okay :(

okay laah stop for all that crappy sad thing. at least AJ ada. fuuhh, relieve! If not i'm gonna be dying and rotting here. Oh yess, i got things to do. Gotta finished all the UCAS requirement thing. *sigh. Idea, please come to me. i'll treat you right.

Now i got tonnes of wishlist. Yeah, a looott. But there ain't things that doesn't use money. But the things that im really craving for is, EAT! not regular nasi with ikan keli sambal and kentang. but something new and extraordinary. cewahh. kalau lah bole masak dalam tv tu, nak masuk dalam channel food network channel and makan semua yangg ada dalam tu. haha and i can gain weight right?

and yes, i have to gain weight because if not, i have high chances to "you can't donate blood" next week. 

ohh, to all UTM students you can donate some of your love and be open-hearted to donate some of your blood:

Date: 29 and 30 November 2011

Time: 9 am

Venue: Dewan Besar, Campus

"donate blood, donate love"

okay lahh, merepek sangat and thank you for reading.

it's already 4.02 am

i can't sleep

:(

i'm officially 20!

assalamualaikum!

11.11.2011

friday

nice date huh? :)

maybe its kinda late to talk about this remarkable date
but who cares?

since it was friday, ramai pasangan nikah pada tarikh ni

ye lahh, nanti anniversary pun senang nak ingat

cantik pulak kan :)

and one more miraculous thing on earth

the born of a new life

bertuah babybaby yang lahir on this date

cantik tarikh birthday

and mesti number IC pun nanti senang nak ingat

:)

as for me,

yeay, i'm officially 20!

goodbye -teen, welcome -ty

paham tak apa tu? :)

 happy birthday to me!

personally, i've been waiting for this date for quite too long

ye lah, taraikh cantik, umur pun nak masuk 20 kan

but sadly, tade celebration as i planned

:(

everybody busy sebab ada ijane sister's wedding

by the way congratulations kak ijat with her hubby

wish you happy life

and i wanna thanked everybody for the birthday wishes on facebook, text messages, phone calls

thank you

wish you guys happy life

sorry kalau ada yang terlupa nak wish masa birthday korang

seriously, i'm bad with dates.

the thing is i'm grateful to be given this chances to live and have happy life

thank you Allah

i pray for your guidance to lead me towards better life, better future and better 'me'

amin.

:)

p/s: i'm freaking tired today since i painted some walls inside our house (including ady's room) and went for bowling earlier tonight for B graded league (since abah went to kampong kedah to visit tok wan), i'm his replacement and guess what? i'm pretty impress with my score tonight. alhamdulillah it was good. we won for tonight game. hah? calculate the total energy used by my hand for today's activities. kalau ikut bar battery handphone dah ringring kena charge dah ni. hehe. so before i doze off to dreamland, i just wanna blow the candles of my fantasies birthday cake, and make a wish. *close my eyes and pray

love , duya <3

strong

i have to be strong

and you too

<3

today

assalamualaikum.

tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab sayang :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA

kepada keluarga, rakan-rakan dan

seluruh umat Islam

:)

today's post: random photos on 6/11/2011

from kuala pilah with love <3

today's shout out : my dear Farah Aishah Sweet 20th Birthday :)

okay yang word tu colour purple sebab dia suka colour purple

babe,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki

jodoh dipanjangkan dengan ****

:)

i just wanna say thank you for being one of my closest friends and my totally fabulous roomate

awak memang sangat cantik and hope you won't forget me okay

L.I nanti elok-elok and ada rezeki kita jumpa okay

love you. miss you babe

ingat vintage okay :)

p/s: kami suka sangat vintage and gonna miss her :(

today's memo: blog kawan saya!

okay guys, i got my friend here

shes kinda new about this blog thing

so to Hazwanie Nordin

saya promote blog anda :)

check it out okay.

today's story : new book new storyline

so i've been reading this book

it wani's so its kinda awesome story

about people and secret

yes, its true that we do share things an stuff with our bestfriend and so

but you're lying if you don't have any secrets that you only keep to yourself

something that you don't wanna anybody to know

even your mum or your closest friends

the only person that know everything?

you heart

its true. :)

okay bubye! :)

tag-11

assalamualaikum :)

first of all

hello November!

:)

to Fyda Deon, a very big Thank You for the tag. I really appreciated it. hehe. yeay, aku di tag! :)

so the tag is about 11. bla, bla, bla. okay duya, stop wasting time and get this party started! woot woot. :)

Rules and regulations :

• post this rules!
• write eleven things about yourself!
• answer the question that the tagger have set for you!
• create eleven new question for the people you have tagged to answer
• Choose eleven blogger to be tagged and link then on the post
• NO TAG BACK!

FIRST

Done. :)

SECOND

11 things about me:

• Nur Edura Binti Abdul Halim *duya for short
• Final year Diploma in Civil Engineering, UTM
• Going to be 20 y/o soon.
• date of birth 11.11.1991. guess what is my ic num, cool kan? hehe :)
• big fans of coca cola
• favorite colour : black! :)
• dreaming to have my own ducati 848
• movie-maniac
• adore inspirational photos like all those on tumblr.
• a bowler. my favourite sport.
• i loveeeee to eat!!!!!!!!! :)

THIRD

11 Questions from Fyda Deon :

1. Apa pandangan anda tentang blog fyda deon?

sangatt cutee! cool stories and it's good to hear what people think about something. :)

2. Beri 1 atau lebih, cadangan untuk blog fyda deon?

3. Apa maksud nama farida amira?
errm, i'm not really good at this but i think amira bermaksud puteri. if i'm not mistaken. haha sorry kalau salah. :)

4. Fyda Deon suka bowling atau karoke?

hrmm let me guess. bowling??

5. Apa pandangan anda bila first time jumpa Fyda? Sombong ke dia?

tak pernah jumpa in person lagi but i know your sister, edora * nama lebih kurang kan. anyway i think fyda friendly type of person sebab bagi explanation for me about nuffnang dulu. haha. noob kan. thank you anyway. :)

6. Sekarang pukul berapa?
11.25pm

7. Lagu apa yang anda suka dengar?
tade specific singer but mostly lagulagu from english band yang duludulu macam deep purple, whitesnake, bon jovi, aerosmith.

8. Adakah anda single atau sudah berpunya? hehe

taken. hehe. :)

9. Benda apa yang wajib korang bawa time nak keluar?

handphone, jam tangan, purse and duit. hehe

10. Shopping Mall mana paling best?

errm, for shopping i prefer times square and sungai wang. murahh! hehe

11. Real Steel best sangat ke?

sadly, tak tengok lagi. hehe. so tak dapat nak comment but tengok trailer macam best :)

FOURTH

11 new questions from edurahalim :

1. tarikh dan jam anda menaip post ini. :)

2. your favourite place in this whole world?

3. orang yang paling rapat dengan anda?

4. what is your blog all about? ( specific answer )

5. pendapat anda tentang blog edurahalim? hehe

6. single atau berpunya ? :)

7. your favourite all-times movie?

8. bila pegi shopping, apa barang yang anda paling excited nak tengok?

9. are you a food lover? favourite food?

10. celebrity favourite? tak kisah local or international. :)

11. kalau diberi peluang, apa yang anda nak sekarang?

FIFTH

11 orang bertuah yang ditag. :)

mimi azmi, hakim rahim, amirul baharuddin, zack ayman, nina mufid, zulaikha nasir, alya, mkay, atikah zin, nisa nisa, husna. 

p/s: sorry nama agak pelik sikit. but anyway selamat menjawab! :)

ular putih

assalamualaikum :)

how y'all doin'?

in my previous post, i've told you about WHITESNAKE coming to Malaysia right? and seriously it was,

AWESOMEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

like seriously cool gilaah. :)

the venue was at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. i remembered the last time i've been there was when Lee Chong Wei vs Lin Dan for the, i don't remember the match.i wore a deep purple t-shirt (since the vocalist David Coverdale was the ex singer for Deep Purple, so it was okay i think :) ) and abah wore Led Zeppellin t-shirt. so it was kinda weird because we are going to Whitesnake concert. macam salah band je kan. but guess what? i bought 2 Whitesnake t-shirt. at last! nasib ada jual dekat luar stadium. 

okay so for the first 30 min, Ella performed some of her song for the opening. and the concert started at 9pm and it was super outstanding! i was about to cry when the i saw them on stage. haha. okay drama queen kan. but seriously i can't believed my eyes because ye lah before ni dapat tengok dalam cd and you tube je. best gila.

the audiences was fantastic and the songs was, mann cool habis! especially when they sang Is This Love, Here I Go Again, Give Me All Your Love Tonight and their new songs from new album, Forevermore pun boleh tahan. try dengar okay. :)

we bought the free seating ticket it was okay. memang la free standing dekat rockzone tu best but macam penat je nak berdiri lamalama. hehe. but cool. 

sadly, camera tak boleh bawak masuk so all the photos are in my phone but i can't find my adapter so photos akan diupdate kemudian. 

p/s: guess what? i saw Yuna with her Dad i think and her *winkwink dekat sana. shes adorable :)

satu  je photo from facebook abah. 

the others will be uploaded later.

love, duya <3

improvement or consistency?

assalamualaikum :)

my happy, cheery happy face bila main lampu led

credits to elisa halim :)

which one is better?

improvement or consistency?

yes, senarai tampal dah keluar and alhamdulillah. i'm thankful for that Allah. :)

okay maybe tengok tajuk entry dah tau nak comment pasal results but actually im not specifically gonna say about that, but wider view. because improvement and consistency are something that we're gonna face in our lives kan?

for me i believe in improvement. why? because when someone goes from here to here ( tangan tengah buat dri paras perut sampai hidung ), they learnt something from their mistakes. and that is what we should do. learn what is not right and improve kan. they do put some tough effort to be better and achieve what they want. so its a good thing. :)

but i'm not sayin' that consistency is bad. people who always achieve want they want in life, alhamdulillah. rezeki masingmasing kan. that do show that they also put hard attempt to maintain what they have and always wanna be beyond their capabilty.

conclusion, duadua benar. 

so people who have the feeling that they can't get what they want, be where they want, achieve their dreams, hey you, dont make yourself a quitter. cause you're not. have faith okay. and for those who got everything, bear in mind karma sometimes can't be bitch real bad cause what goes up must comes down. so always work hard for better one.:)

i'm wanna share what i think with you guys and i also want to remind myself about this.

hope for the better.

:)

lupa

assalamualaikum :)

i'm home, alive and not really in a good condition ( flu, cough and sore throat * complete package). semester break. next tinggal lagi satu sem je then done! cepat kan?

to all my  beloved friends, nanti korang nak pegi praktikal dah. tsk tsk tsk! dear farah aishah and linda, gud luck for your life in your hometown. im sure gonna miss you guys nanti. take care and glad to have you guys in my life. hope we'll meet again soon okay? to hazwanie nordin, suhaila and astina, you guys kat college lagi and see you guys soon. thanks for all the memories and hope every moments that we had together will remains in our heart for the rest of our lives. :)

actually i already put together my storyline for today's post but i guess i've forgot about it. yes, thank you to all the semutsemut for swimming happily in my drink and yes im sorry i've swallowed you together with my drinks and yes, thank you sebab korang i dah jadi pelupa sekarang.

i'll get back to guys soon. thank you for reading. :)

love,

duya <3

i don't how to express with words

assalamualaikum :)

first of all, just wanna let you guys know that celcom really make me PISSED OFF! okay i don't know if somethings wrong with my phone or the line or anything but i have to resend my text for like 5 TIMES! i don't if i'm the only one who had this problems. please, be good to me before i split my simcard into two. *geram

actually post hari ni nak cerita pasal emmm... errrrrr.. hmmmmmm okay baca la sampai habes kalau nak tau. :)

click here

okay dah tengok? and i would like to say something about it. dalam facebook sedang hangat diperkatakan pasal issue ni and same goes to some my friend's blog. the video is about a girl that been hit by a van and passers or i would rather called them animal "not human" * sory kalau harsh but that is what i think, that don't really have the human instinct to do something about it. seriouslahh weh? what are you guys exactly? 

a. the van driver. are you blind? or you thought it was fun to hit someone like that. correction. its a little kid, man! 

b. the passers. including the motorist the and all the guys yang jalan-jalan kat situ. korang tak nampak or buat-buat tak nampak? oh yes, ke korang ingat tu anak kucing yang kena langgar hah?

c. the dad with the boy in yellow shirt. you guys both looked at the little girl and just walked away? hello, you do taught your son some 'good' moral values there. 

d. the old lady. thank you. thats all i can say.

i've heard lots of comments, reviews and others about this video. bukan niat nak menambahkan lagi commentcomment yang dah ada cuma nak suarakan apa yang ada dalam hati ni. i'm sorry if it is kinda emotional but i just can't help it. sebak tengok video ni and i pray to Allah semoga perkara macam ni tak berlaku kat mana-mana pun dalam dunia ni. amin.

okay stop.  so what i really wanna say on this post is:

"to my dear friends, [AB, HR, BS, B], i know we've kinda far away sekarang kan. 

less gossiping together, hanging out, karaoke-ing bowling or whatever. i know we're the one who

said who refuse to out with you guys but bottom line is its not that i don't wanna

have fun with you guys but the time have been really jealous of me. i do 

wanna hang out and i missed our time together * i do mean it. 

so i'm really sorry if you guys terasa or amik hati and hope kita still bole lepak 

sekali nanti. i'm looking forward to that.

sory"

p/s: if you guys read this, just know that i mean it. and for you AJ, imysm. :)

earth song

assalamualaikum :)

are you a big fans of M.J ( Micheal Jackson ) ? if you are one the die-hard fans, you must have heard a song called the 'earth song'. its not a really a metaphor about something or a love song that related to earth, but it is an 'earth' song. okay laa, tajuk pun dah nampak pasal our bumi kan?

i remember the first time i listened to this song and watched its video, when i was like 12 years old i think. And i still remember my face expression at that time. its was like this, mouth opened, jaw dropping and lisa came and ask me for something an i didn't even move a muscles and then suddenly a fly flew right down my throat then gulp! i swallowed it. okay kidding. yang betul sampai part lisa tu je. 

okay like seriously. it was a heartbreaking song and i was touched by it. i think the message that he want us, the humankind, to feel and aware does make me thought of something.the first thing that popped up in my mind when i heard this song was,

oh emm jayyy. what have i done? 

am i that bad?

does all the comfort that i have today really effect the world that way?

i eat my mcdonald's burger and they have to suffer from hunger?

does all the animal in the kingdom really been treated like that?

if nanti bumi dah takde, where im gonna live?

mars?

naah! i do love our planet.

its not drama. its true.

guilty gilaa kot.

i wasn't trying to lie but yes, i cried when i watch this video recently. i feel bad. to the world, to the people, to our human race. kadang-kadang simple things tu la yang boleh ubah dunia kan. 

now our earth is in pain. real pain. earthquake, rising of the sea level, extinction of animals, global warming, pollution, you name it. i wanna have better life and i'm sure so do you. so we have to always remind ourself and others, avoid doing silly action like,

a. throwing off papers that only have simple mistakes on it for instance, you spell 'iphon' with missing 'e'. correct it with liquid paper or anything. kan tak membazir. *yes duya, you too.

b. leave your lights and fan on when you're not present at the moment. me, sometimes did this. and i'm sorry earth! i won't hurt you lagi.

c. take a bus or train to go somewhere instead of driving when you're alone. kalau ramairamai share satu kereta lagi bagus.

and many more.:)

so peeps, lets play our role in saving our earth! love it than it will love you back. 

do your thang' girl!

ingat kalau seorang yang cuba save our planet, kalau satu dunia?

sayangi lah bumi kita. :)

pink is lovely

assalamualaikum :)

i've been blogwalking since this afternoon. lama kan? panas dah kerusi ni. seriously it was fun reading others stories, how they think about something. cool! *especially maria elena because i think she is super-awesome. bukan gediks tapi awesome! way to go kak maria :)

i should probably starting to sneak  a peek at tax and contracts ( we don't exactly learn this subject in english, in malay it is called kontrak dan taksiran, but i think its pretty cool to pronounce it in english  :) ), but yeah i'm stil 'that' zone. but i already tell myself something that sound like this , "okay duya, lepas habis blogging, and watch movies, facebook-ing, tumblr-ing, gossiping, texting, and all with the '-ing' in the back, you have to study okay!" see, its inspires me. :)

todays post, yeah nothing much but i wanna dedicate photo below to nabil ashraff since he bought me that little pink thing on my phone. he told me to snap a picture of my phone, upload it on facebook and tag him. motive? he said, he want people to know that he bought that for me. haha. okay laa, i tak masukkan dalam facebook but dalam blog pun okay kan? :) anyway thanks for that.

actually i've been searching for that rubber thing for your phone, i mean just like that, hot pink with that devil's horn, i mean like lama jugak kott. now baru jumpa. okay, actually its not really for galaxy ace, but it is for iPhone 3Gs. but thank God, it fits. so makna nya my phone lebih kurang iPhone jugak laa kan kan kan? nice lahh. :)

okay then i realized something. i do have lots of pink stuff. yes, i mean pink. like hot pink. but it don't comes with just pink, but also with the black. all my pink stuffs : rubber thingy for my phone, headphone ( like above photo), pencil case, the bling bling bedazzled on my calculator, my pencil tekan, my highlighter etc. but one thing that i don't have is pink top. yes, and i just noticed it. 

btw, thanks to Fyda Deon for that helpful tips on Nuffnamf. dang, now terasa noob gila. okay lahh, pathetic. bye.

love, duya <3

abandon

assalamualaikum. :)

now, i feel like a tonnes of stones, elephants, trucks, klcc on my head has finally gone. and yes, for a moment. say goodbye to the most killer subject for this semester, design of structure and steel. dengar pun macam takut. i thought i have to reward myself for being so committed in studying for the past few days. yes, i have to reward myself with something. dear AJ lets go for some mcdonalds coke. i know there is no different with the coke at koop or anywhere, but its mcdonald. :)

alright. so heres the thing. i've heard the some of the latest news from the newspaper and it really breaking my heart to hear about baby dumping. yes, baby dumping. in malay, 'pembuangan bayi'. its not like baby chicken ke, baby cat ke, or baby buaya ke. its a human baby! dengar tajuk pun dah tau awful gila kan. seriously, i dont know how to give a word to describe the person whoever commit this crime. i would say a 'crime' because you just took the baby's right to live. they are not only regarded as a sin, but may also be a punishable crime.

i'm not sure the exact date, but i've read the newspaper about a 19-years-old girl giving birth at her home (flats) in Selayang (dang, why it has to be Selayang.), about 4am if im not mistaken, and throw the baby off the window from level 2.

and i was like seriously?
you just throw your little baby off the window?
or push it down the toilet bowl?
or just throw it off in any random rivers?
or even throw it in the garbage together with all the waste and rubbish?
how could you do that?
its just insane.

the question is? you have the heart to do that to your little baby? little human that you've been carrying inside your tummy for nine month? give birth for like 5 minutes 'puff' then that's it? maybe everybody would say, that maybe you're in the zone of not-knowing what to do and you can't keep your head straight and keep thinking about 'what if'? easy step, get rid of the baby and settled. yes, you're a genius!

some married couples are dying to have a baby of their own, some of them have to wait for too long to get  a baby. okay, back to the beginning. why do you even make it in the first place? yes, some of us are a teenager that have the desire to try something new or else can't resist the urge of the feeling to be loved. i'm a teenager myself and i'll always pray to Allah to guide me and  give me the endurance from doing anything that i will regret someday. but i just can't bear to see some of the girls that are not even the victim of any sex-abuse or anything like it, but they just offer all the 'adult thing' by themselves for their own satisfaction. and better yet, some of them are school student! that is freaking insane.

okay la, kalau asyik nak tunding jari kat orang problem takkan selesai kan. maybe some girls have their own reason or some bad thoughts in their mind when something like this happened. you know, regret, helpless, being stranded, deceived by false promises, what if their parent knows, their future. they don't even know what to do, how to deal with it, the person they can tell. and eventually choose to abandon their babies.

nasi kadang-kadang jadi bubur jugak. maybe we make mistakes and we wish we can turn back time and hope that it would never happened. but the impact of our mistakes, like the birth of  a baby, we shouldn't take easy on that. give her/him to somebody willing to take them. kalau tak pun call talian nur tu and let them help you. don't make some stupid decision like abandon your own child. there is always a solution for every problems. think wisely. jangan tambah la kita nak tambah dosa lagi dengan membunuh pulak.even if the baby is dead during the birth, just don't do something silly like throw it off anywhere you like. anyhow, he/she still a human being.

okay, sory kalau banyak merepek. i'm not really good in writing. bye :)

love, duya <3

kita tak nampak

Ada sorang perempuan.. Umur 15 tahun.. Bawa anaknya yg umur setahun jalan di pasaraya.." -Orang kata dia tue perempuan hina.. Tak suci.. Tak malu.. Tapi takda orang taw.. Dia dirogol masa dia umur 13 tahun.. "Ada sorang lelaki.. Dia sangat² gemuk.." -Orang kata dia tue tak taw jaga diri.. Tapi takda orang taw.. Dia ada penyakit.. Makan tak makan.. Tiap² hari berat badan naik.. "Ada sorang orang tua.. Mata dia buta.. Telinganya takda.." -Orang kata dia tue hodoh.. Sangat² hodoh.. Tapi takda orang taw.. Dia tue askar.. Hilang mata & telinga waktu mempertahankan negaranya.. "Banyak benda dalam dunia nie.. Kita nampak.. Tak bermakna Kita taw segala²nya.."

benar.

source, from one  of my friends on facebook.