date: 17 september 2010
raya :raya ke lapan
duit raya collection: erk, not soo much
current need: nak jumpe bon jovi!

haa, kenape tetiba mimpi nak jumpe bon jovi? sebab semalam tengok all times top ten bon jovi videos dekat mtv. mata tak berkelip, terkaget sepanjang show, kepala headbangin' ikut lagu, dalam kepala terbayang nak pegi konsert dieorang. haa, hypnotized! dalam list 100-things-to-do-before-i-die memang ada tercatat nak pegi konsert dieorang. aiishh, macam mana babe? kalau sape-sape ada no phone bon jovi, suruh la dieorang datang malaysia ea. :)

rock laa rambut macam tu, seluar koyak-koyak, baju besi-besi. nak keluar pakai macam tu terkejut maakk! 
pape pon, i love you guys laa! lets livin' on a prayer. yeah!


kejap-kejap.
ada lagi. kali nak kenalkan our cat for the first time in history. guys, meet CHIP! haa sebelum ni tak pnah tunjuk die sebab ada pantang larang kata kucing tak bole ambik gambar die sebab nanti umur die pendek lepas tu nanti die hilang. ntah betul ntah tidak tak tau laa. tapi ada je orang yang bela sampai belasbelas tahun, gambar siap masok facebook lagi tak hilang pon. soo, kitaorang pon tak kira. nak ambik jugak gambar die.hope segala mitos, ideologi, petua, pantang larang semua tu tak betul. meet him!

p/s: hes BIG! hehe. and hes gettin' BIGGER!

lotsa love,

duya.. <3

selamat hari raya!

currently:
1. dekat tanjung ipoh, negeri sembilan.
2. listening to "i'll stand by you" by carrie underwood for three times.
3. shivering coz bawah kipas yang speed die 5.
4. excited nak raya besok!


serious. esok raya kawan - kawan!
how fast time flies kan kan kan?
rasa macam baru semalam start puasa, pegi bazar ramai-ramai, buka dengan nasi kerabu, minom air mata kucing, sahur dengan mata tak buka, pegi kelas dengan letihnya, pegi cari baju raya. tup tup dah nak raya. 
excited!

bila raya,
semua nak baru. baju, kasut, seluar. sekali je kan setahun. apa salahnya. macam-macam corak dan warna. meriah.

buat kuih raya yang macam-macam  jenis dan warna. yang tak pernah masok dapur pon join sekali nak buat. lepas tu masa buat semua terliur sebab puasa tak dapat rasa. :)

semua kena sabar redah jam sebab semua nak balik kampung masing - masing. kereta kat jalan sekarang ni banyak. tak kurang jugak ada yang balik ni bawak balik kereta baru. yang penting hati-hati sebab musim raya ni laa macam-macam bole jadi. so hati-hati di jalan raya!

akan dengar bunyi berdentum dentam sebab satu taman main mercun. tapi lagi best kalau ada meriam. biar bergegar satu kampung. tapi kan, kalau raya takde bunyi bunga api and mercun tak havoc laa kan kan kan?


semua akan ready beratur nak mintak duit raya. tak kira laa besar ke kecik. semua sama je. zaman kecik-kecik dulu bole pegi beraya rumah orang sebab nak kumpul duit raya. kenal ke tak tuan rumah belakang cerita. yang penting bagi salam dengan harapan dapat duit raya. tapi sekarang tak boleh sebab dah besar. mau kena boo kalau pegi beraya lagi.

kalau dulu main hantar-hantar kad raya. even dengan orang sebelah rumah je. tapi sekarang, taip dekat phone and send or ucap dekat facebook. malam raya line semua busy sebab masing-masing nak hantar message dekat kawan-kawan.


yang ini best part. of coz la part MAKAN! yeah, raya laa dapat makan ketupat, rendang, nasi himpit dengan kuah kacang, lemang, kuih raya. yummy yummy. time ni la dapat bantai sepuas puasnya kan. hah, lepas tu try la timbang berat. kalau maintain makan laa lagi. kalau negative, no komen. 


tapi yang paling penting bila raya,
time ni laa kita dapat gather bersama family and kawan-kawan sambil bermaafan dan sambut raya sama- sama. kongsi gelak tawa dan saat happy bersama. tapi dalam masa yang sama sentiasa ingat pada yang kurang bernasib baik dan tidak terlalu leka. 

so di kesempatan ini saya edura halim ingin mengucapkan,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!

kepada semua blogger and kawan-kawan. ampunkan segala salah silap or jika ada terkasar bahasa. diharapkan raya kali ini lebih bermakna daripada yang sebelumnya. have a blast! :)

love,

edura halim <3

i love you taylor!

she looks super cute in red

ohh, i'm in love! <3

banyak cerita tapi tak ingat

heyya guys.
dah berhabuk blog ni. lama tak update. bukan tak nak tapi keje menimbun macam gunung everest. to facebook, sory jugak dah jarang-jarang update. 
theres a tonne of stories i wanna shared tapi dah lupa. man, tu laa duya! aiyow typical lah. okayy, lets make it this way lahh. saya akan cerita ape yang terlintas kat kepala nih okayy?? okayy tak?? tak kira nak cerita jugak.

masuk ari ni dah 3 class tak pegi. sebab? sakit belakang yang teramat, symptom2 demam, headache, sakit perut. haa? good reason kan tak gi kelas? bukan saja nak ponteng okayy. but now i feel better. thanks to panadol actifast. :) eh, thanks to fara coz bagi panadol actifast tuu.. hee

haa, ada lagi. semalam birthday prank yan. first of all, soryy tak upload pic coz gambar semua dalam cam sue. again tepung and telur but kali ni air dua baldi. ko memang scary gila lahh yan. kesian kitaorang kena kejar ngan ko. penat weh lari-lari. next birthday kitaorang kasi seal baekk punya ehh. so TO YAN NORZIEANA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ko dah tua and ko paling menakutkan antara prank-prank yang lain

live up your life okay

love you lah, muuaahh!!

yeah ada lagi. semalam berbuka puasa dengan all my classmate dekat nz wangsa maju. then disebabkan malam masih muda, kami pegi tunjuk skill kat bowling. lepas tu sambung lagi tunjuk bakat terpendam dekat karaoke. berbakat jugak classmate aku ni semua menyanyi. hee. nak list kan nama diaorang bole tak? okayy. to adeq, ari, cet, ayie, dani, ajim, ika, rabie, yan, ayien, sara, fatin. korang memang best. let's do that again some more time. :) ajak ramai- ramai lagi. 

p/s: again no picture. kali ni malas nak upload. sorry.

next week dah start cuti. anda ramai dah yang nak balik. arrggh cepat nye masa berlalu. lepas ni dah raya. gonna miss everybody. :(

tu je la kot. nanti update. eh jap, yang photo bawah ni saja untuk tatapan. :)

 

ciao..

love,

duya <3

tepung untuk prank

assalamualaikum.

today is friday and i ain't got any class today. cool. home sweet home.  yee-haww.

weekend ni mostly ramai balik. nak berbuka dengan family. pegi bazaar sama-sama. beli baju raya. buat kuih raya. main mercun sama-sama. seronok. 


post kali ini ada photo birthday prank wani malam rabu lepas. opps, okayy. lets make it in proper way.


first of all nak ucapkan:

dear wani,

HAPPY SWEET '19' BIRTHDAY

ko dah makin tua and kitaorang muda lagi. no offense eh

semoga panjang umur and dimurahkan rezeki

wanna say live up every moment and enjoy every piece of life

coz life ain't beautiful if don't shine it with colour of joy

discover the real meaning of happiness and joy in life okayy

kitaorang,

duya, fara, yan, sue and linda

we love ya! <3

p/s: sorry prank ko hari tu. but it was worth it kan??

okayy. so here are some photo of our craziness. tepung, big apple,coke and a pepsi twist. nasib baik takde telur. kalau tak, pegi klas besok bau telur busuk la korang. anyway, ni adalah close up muka scary masing masing. kalau nak tengok natural beauty, time ni lahh. haha. so, enjoyyyyy!

okayy itu aje. later. ohh yeah, selamat berbuka puase. :)

love,

duya..

saya nak bawak motor tapi takde lesen

first of all nak ucapkan, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN kepada semua.
cepatnya masa berlalu. lepas ni raya, then final, pastu sem 4, lepas tu habis diploma, lepas tu kahwin. kidding.  *grin
kadang-kadang rasa macam tak sempat nak enjoy and live up every moment coz busy dengan banyak benda and hidup. 
betul.
cukup dengan keluhan dan luahan.

i want this one.
i need this one.
i'm craving fo this one.
masa sem dua lepas ada nampak sorang abang senior ni pakai bag macam ni kat psz. mase tu ngan AJ and abang tu pakai kemeja putih. dia bawak laptop and die ada group dicussion. tak penah nampak die before ni soo maybe dia tak duduk ksj. hahh. hebat tak ingatan saya??
jap. bukan nak cerita pasal abang tu. tapi bag yang dia pakai ni. seriously, first time nampak bag ni, dengar tak, FIRST TIME, anak mata ni pandang bag tu, i'm in love babe. serious wa cakap lu.
sepanjang duduk psz tu, mata ni kat bag ni je. pandang buku kat depan mata pun nampak bag ni. masa tu rase nak je pegi jumpa abang tu nak tanya dia beli dekat mana. tapi segan lahh. maybe die biker kot bawak superbike.
sejak dari hari tu dah ada cita-cita nak beli satu. tolong abah buat itu ini dengan harapan dapat satu. tapi sampai sekarang terkubur macam tu je. before ni ada search pasal bag ni tapi macam payah je nak dapat. dekat mudah and lelong pon takde. tapi ada la save gambar ni satu. jadikan inspirasi. untuk ape pon saya tak tau.
sekarang ni rase nak jumpa abang tu balik and nak tanya die beli kat mana. tapi macam mana nak jumpa abang tu??? waaa..
kepada sesiapa yang tau, ehemehem, sudi-sudikanlah share dengan saya ye.
bukan lahh hebat sangat pasal motor ni, tapi setiap kali nampak superbike kat highway mesti muka berubah jadi "wahhhh" and lepas tu pandang belakang kot kot ada lagi gang gang die yang lain.everytime nampak superbike lalu, tengah hangat berborak pon boleh terdiam kejap nak tengok die lalu. and dalam list 100-things-to-do-before-i-die pon ada tercatat nak bawak repsol or ducati. so nak kategori kan saya macam mane tu? 

dah nak berbuka jap lagi, nanti sambung. ohh ya, selamat berbuka puase. bace doa bukak puase o kalau tak ingat pon nyanyi ramai ramai ye. :)

love,

duya.

i wanna be a fighter!

hey guys.
its been a loooooong time since my last update kan. dah berhabuk and bersawang dah blog ni.
sorry babe. i've been busy lately.
yeah. when i say been busy, it means really busy. seriously. im not lying. and facebook, you too. sorry lame tak update.
last week and now have been a hell of a week. sukam, skudai, program teknik gombak. everything. but wait, hari ni punya post:
happy times to little inner thought. okayy? how's that sound?


last weekend, sukam kat skudai. fun but penat laa weh. pape pon thanks to din and all my teamates. korang memang terbaeek laa. dapat jugak merasa pegi tengok singapore and danga bay. haha. lame kan. baru nak pegi. lain kali nak pusing jb lagi laa ek. photo banyak but not in the mood nak upload. sorry. maybe later. oh yeah, we got two medals fo bowling. me, third place and nina still the champ. korang yang lain its okay. kita try next sukam habis-habisan punya ye. pape pon korang memang terbaeek. and team yang lain pon, congrates okayy. GO UTM KL! 

fo the last couples of days, it was HELL!  seriously. got three test, aljabar, bahan kejuruteraan and etika profesional. man, it was .........! can't find the right word. penat, tak cukup tido, sakit belakang, sakit kepala etc. all at once. yeah. dugaan. 


p/s: actually i got tonnes of happy times but it seems like hard times lagi banyak now soo lets move on okay fellas.

selera makan sekarang macam biskut. kejap ada, kejap takde. lapa but don't feel like eating anything. but bila nak makan tu, macam- macam nak. and now, i don't care. dah nak puasa pun kan.


emosi sekarang bercampur baur. theres A LOT of things on my mind sekarang. yeah, A LOT. maybe imma type of person who think too much. then that makes me quitter. takut nak amik risiko and senang give up. dah try nak let everything go away  sekejap. yup, sekejap je. but bila duduk sorang-sorang, semua datang serentak and take control my mind. at that point, rase nak give up. tak boleh nak jadi a true fighter. boleh tak nak pegi mane- mane yang sunyi and takde orang and nak jerit puas-puas? nak lepaskan semua kejap. yeah, i need a beach. yeah, beach. seriously. nak duduk tepi pantai tu lame-lame and enjoy pemandangan and angin tepi pantai tu. ohh man!

kadang-kadang bila nak lupakan everything sekejap, i'll laugh. jumpa semua member and laugh. but i know, i have to be a fighter kan. and seriously, rindu mama, abah, naim, lisa, adi and all my friends. man, bila ingat kat korang serious sedih. rindu sangat. and to AJ, im sorry. i know i was wrong and its not fair to do this to you. but, it just, hard times. thanks fo everything.  


anyway thanks to coke. seriously, fo me minom coke tu bole okayy kejap. coke addict kan. hey guys, but you know, dalam satu tin merah tu, ada 36 gram gula. soo its not good. and that is what im trying to tell myself earlier.


notes: todays post was a little bit fulled with crap. sorry for any inconvenience. tadi ada idea nak tulis but sekarang semua dah hilang. sorry .:(

me.me.me.

update.
current 'me' :
happy.
smiling.
missing.
eat a LOT.
craving for coke and say cheese.
shopping and wayang.
wanna be a millionaire soo freaking bad.
want a car.
in <3 :)
 

should i smile?

i woke up this morning feeling numb. i've write and delete today's post for i don't know how many times. just didn't find the exact words to express how i felt. all feeling mixed up. until one moment i don't know how exactly i felt. need a pillow and shout. and for me, its gonna be a huge pillow. 

have you ever felt like for once, just for once you want to be happy and free and smiling all day long without feeling cautious and guilty? and when one you're happy then all of sudden it won't stay that long. your big day turn out to be your nightmare. sorrow, guilty, regret, anger, remorse, scared, fear. taking all over you. 

its like there something in you that trying to get out and explode and wanna be free but there's a wall that you built yourself that keep pulling it back in. you want to shout and scream and laugh and happy like everyone else but its your fear. scared to whats gonna happen. feeling regret like "what if i don't do this" and "what if i don't do that". will everything ever be the same? will everyone around you will be happy? all you want is feel free and learn to take a risk and by that you gonna know how to make a mistake and learn from it. 

lies. hardest part. especially to someone you love. you don't want to but sometimes you have to. by lying you think you won't lose anything. but in reality, you do lose something. trust. and i hate myself for lying. yeah. i damn hate it. i feel like i want to cry coz i've let everybody down and it does make feel like a jerk. oh my god, i'm sorry!
and when you're feel like you want to be alone and feeling helpless, friends will always be there for you. and im thankful for that. thanks to YN, HN and FA. you guys do make me smiles. thanks and love you guys!

i just want them to understand how i felt and be the person i can hold on to. maybe i'm tooo scared to reveal the truth and my feeling. to fear of what's gonna happen. can they listen to me and tell me that its okay for me to feel this way?
i'm doomed.

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i'm smiling now coz i'm happy. yeah. i'm happy. feel like i'm flying. thanks babe!

this weekend tak balik coz got lotsa things to catch up. yeah. dengan lecturer yang banyak mumbling and ajar tak paham nye kat depan tu. nak tak nak memang kena study sendiri kan. i'm not really into "mechanics'' word yang kat depan every subject tu. run and ask everybody. but still got to work on that huh? oh god please give me the strength. 
since selera makan makin kurang, berat makin turun. maybe. lepas tu penat, letih, lesu and rase tido lagi bagus. not a really healthy lifestyle. tapi dah nafsu nak makan takde nak buat macam mana. kadang-kadang lapa sampai perut bunyi-bunyi, shuffle-shuffle, tapi pandang nasi tak rase pape. yeah seriously. AJ dah penat suruh makan tapi minom je banyak. sorry AJ. nanti lepas ni try makan banyak-banyak ye. :)

ini satu fact, no matter where you are, the moon will never be bigger than your thumb! 

yeah. serious. cube korang try. kitaorang dah try and yup, its true.

psst, sape-sape yang dah tengok dear john mesti tau aku copy bende ni dari movie tu. :)

 lepas ni cuba, try, and test okayy!

photo is fun!

my life. it was fun and okayy. nothing much to tell. 

setiap hari, cerita baru. seronok berborak sampai tak sedar dah pukul berapa. terima kasih kepada gang berborak saya, fara, yan, wani, sue, and linda. typical lah bagi kami.

tadi bukak tumblr fara and there are soooo much cute and inspirational photos. like i said before, sometimes a picture can express a thousand of meanings. here are some that i adore the MOST!

 

 

 dua ni untuk all my friends and AJ!

p/s: for the second one, korang try tolak korang nye screen

ni belakang sikit and nanti nampak la my message okayy.

 

 me and fara looking forward nak buat macam ni

its a good therapy tau

tengok picture if our happy times

try it. its fun!

 

this one, emmmm

hmm

urrmmm

aaaa

emmmmm

interpret laa sendiri okayy

:)

p/s: takde mood nak tulis panjang-panjang since line macam siput. sorry.

 love,

dooya <3

new girls!

i'm home now. yeah. baru seminggu dah balik. rindu lahh. nak buat macam mana kan.
tapi rindu juga yan, fara, linda, and sue and wani. miss all the laughter. this semester, cerita baru, buku baru.

twilight day out for ady and lisa. tell them how cool eclipse was. and they were like, "i wanna watch!" and i was like, "yeah it was totally awesome. must watch!" and mama was like"hmm..". 
and sementara diaorang pegi tengok eclipse, me and naim, shopping time. memang perempuan and shopping sussah nak pisah kan. thanks abah and mama.

okayy. post kali ini nak kenalkan our new roomates yang cerita hari tu. messi and villa. aww, they're sooooo cute gila! suka gadoh. but adorable!

ini messi!

ini villa!

argentina vs spain ni tau. and fyi, diaorang girls okay. guys tak bole masok bilik ya. :)

update later!

saya nak coke!

hari ini typical. standard la kan first week. tau tau je la kan. wifi slow macam siput. terima kasih kepada broadband yang sudi tolong buat lappy saya bole online dengan tahap kelajuan yang agak okayy ni. 

dari tadi dengar messi and villa tu bergaduh. ntah ape yang dorang rebutkan pon tak tau. farah selalu marah diaorang kalau diaorang gadoh. haha. tu la gaduh lagi. sekrang pon tengah gadoh lagi ni. nasib baik fara tak balik klas lagi.


serious bila bilik jaoh-jaoh ni, memang sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat boring and terasa jaoh. berapa kali dah cakap sangat tu? sangat sangat sangat. sebelum ni nak pegi bilik yan, linda wani and sue senang je. ini nak kena jalan dari hujung ke hujung. yeah im not kidding. HUJUNG KE HUJUNG. ibarat utara dan selatan. yan pulak wing satu lagi. rase macam nak bawak basikal o skateboard je. senang sikit nak pegi bilik diaorang. tak payah jalan jaoh-jaoh kan. skate je. kenapa utm jeles dengan kitaorang ek?? :P


sebelum ni penah cakap nak kurangkan coke. but for now, i reallyyyy need a coke and duduk lepak mana-mana. bole lupakan semua benda kejap and minom gas tu banyak-banyak. enjoy suasana petang ni. but reminder, coke tak bole minom banyak-banyak okayy. bahaya kan kan kan. pfft.

tadi blogwalking sikit. seronok dengar cerita orang, kisah orang, karya orang, hasil tulisan orang. how they change a thoughts into words. nice. 

tadi belek-belek laptop ni terjumpa gambar ni. tetibe rindu pulak dekat budak kecik ni. nak die bole tak? tolong laa. tolong laa. bawak laa die datang sini.

comel tak die? die ni my HANDSOME BOY. nak die. nak die. nak die. handsome kan die?

yang bawah ni pulak nak tempek gambar dengan my lil bro. meet naim. 
p/s: man, tembamnya pipiku. aissh.. macam mane excercise pipi ek?? sapa tahu??

itu saje bebelan hari ini. dump facebook kejap cuz nak update blog punya pasal. cepat nak coke! :)

gembira!

new chapter of life.

gembira dapat jumpa semua kawan-kawan. no more 'rindu' words. we had LOTTSA fun last Sunday at wangsa walk. guys, i'm looking forward nak pegi lagi okayy.
anyway, twilight eclipse is a MUST watch movie okayy. serious best gila. and i was like "aww, sweet!" and "gosh, jacob is hot!" and "man, i wanna be bella". kalau korang dapat seat depan pon takpe cuz the movie was UHH-SOMMEE. yeah, from our experience kena duduk depan skali dalam wayang tu. even kena dongak kepala sampai lenguh-lenguh pon still worth coz dapat tengok muka edward, jacob besar-besar. puas hati. 
so, kena tengok. kena tengok. kena tengok. :)

and big apple time was great. thanks!

hari ini rabu. class was okayy. not soo much things to cope. now still enjoy my life with movie night and nasi kukus together. great time. and of coz big challenge waitin'. be prepared. 

 yeah, lupa pulak. kitaorang ada roomate baru. messi and villa. farah punya hamsters.  they are SOOOO adorable. even they bite me a couple of times but its okayy. coz they're sooo tiny and cute. aww, nak bela hamster jugak la. :)

its true that a picture means a thousand of meanings. admit that. and this picture, i got nothing more to say.

ciao. :))

beginning of new life

last night online di rumah. ( drama, macam laa weekend tak balik kan ). pfft
for the last couple of days were hectic but fun though. even my back, leg, arm, knee, thigh was kinda hurt due to over aggressive but it was cool. 

Jumaat, 9 June 2010:
last day kerja kat istana. abah hooked me up with a job. dengan nabil sekali. it was a tough job but we did it. penat yang teamat. panas terik. maybe a liiiiiiiitle bit like indonesian worker but not really. haha. but yeah, im gettin' tougher. haha. terima kasih kepada nabil kerana anda telah memudahkan kerja saya. :) engineer wannabe. duh.
safety first!

sabtu, 10 june 2010:
today was fulled with fun and enjoyment. tengah hari, pegi kenduri kahwin. err, not-so-fun.
petang, partaayy. yee-haw!!
birthday ryan and aulia kat megakidz memang super awesome. first time masok sane and tak penah terpikir pon nak masok sana. kalau masok pon bawak my own kids la. haha. and THUMBS UP! okayy, dress code:
1. Adults : Black and Red
2. Kids: Animal costume
p/s : Me: purple top with black pants. but still my pants black and my bag merah okayy. :)
soo, semua cousins yang dikira sebagai kids tu semua pakai animal costume and memang adorable gila. okayy, we've got Jumbo the elephant, penguin ( birthday boy and girl ), Tiger in the Pooh, and of coz yang paling menyerlah and won the Best Costume was the Ikan Duyong.
and we've got special guest. Zoey. kepada yang tak kenal tu cube amik remote control and tekan channel Ceria. guy yang jadi host Gerak Geri Gasing but maybe dah takde kot show tu. em or in Hikayat Putra Shazlan, as abang kepasa Shazlan. outgoing guy and we played the trampoline together. awesome.
part paling best kitaorang join skali main dalam playground tu coz adults are allowed. soo riot laa kan. haha.. aww, nak jadi budak kecik balik. main gelongsor and all sort of stuff. all i can it was SUPER DUPER FUN AND AWESOME!

p/s: ia random. harap maaf.


ahad, 11 June 2010 :
going back to college today. can't wait to meet everybody. but in the same time, tak ready nak abes jadi freshies. gud luck to me for my new chapter in life. :)


will update soon. ciao.