i've never done this before

fun but pretty damn tired. just got back from karisma camp yesterday. memaksa untuk update coz if i dont idea untuk menulis akan hilang.

on friday got dynamic test at 11 am and off for camp at 12. at first the camp should be at ulu yam.( baru ingat nak balik rumah.. huhu..) then the bus ntah cam mane bole melencong sampai bangi or kajang something. so baru tau the camp da tukar kat nur sungai merab kat sepang. never heard of it.

yeay! sunburn for two weeks in a row. but this time no sunblock. worst than before. i'm *happy*. so we've stayed there for 3 days and 2 nights. so first day nothing much happened. according to them, kitaorang team yang paling awal sampai dalam sejarah. haha. thumbs up to us. 
this camp memang way different than yang penah pegi. i mean way cooler la. the way they try to give us task memang gempak abes la. ada three masked guy came in with a gun and stole our amanah bag then we're just doing nothing. plus there's a bomb.. ( i dunno la kalau mercun je..) haha. so the next day was hell.
i could tell you that i've never been sooooo tired like that in my entire 19 years life. sumpah penat gile nak mati. we've walked for 20km from 8 am to 10 pm. without water and food. sampai one point memang da tak tahan. too much sun, penat sangat2. too much bad words. haha. dont blame me for that. then to survive from dehydration kami minom air paip besi ( so bayangkan minom pepsi la.. ) with no phone and money. but all the games memang fun. but the walk paling disaster sekali since kena jalan bawah panas terik and paling tak tahan naik bukit turon bukit.petang pulak kene berhujan lebat and memang sejuk since pakai baju lengan pendek. so kami hug each other coz nak dapat haba. haha.. 
last day paling best coz since that i can feel that all the things i've been up to worth a million experiences. can't buy that. learned many new things. credits to all the crew especially the mc, abg aji.. u're rocked! so i would give 7 over 10 la..
now here i am. thank god today no class at all. so bole la rileks sepuas2  nye. hehe.. craving for big apple..
p/s: sory no photos for this post coz no phone allowed during the horrifying session.



 

linggi!

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

 

just got back from linggi for uko camp. got so much to tell. all i can i say is it was fun and of coz damn tiring. typical thingy after camp huh. the part i hate the most is SUNBURN! aarrrggghhh hate it. nak tengok muke sendiri pon rase macam disaster je. so for all the what-so-ever cream i'm gonna put on, please work your magic on me. i'm begging you.. :(

so we're off on thursday evening about 2 pm or something and fulled with excitement huh? everything was okay i think. i mean rumah yang kami duduk btol2 dpan pantai and it was way cool. memang enjoy abes dudok tepi pantai. lame tak jumpe pantai kot. our uko on jumaat and sabtu so after we've done, we can do whatever we want. and of coz la most of us mandi laut. especially the guys. at night pulak. nothing much to do coz our house kinda far away from shop or any mini mart. but still malam2 kitaorang pegi lepak kat kedai ikan bakar. i think the only nearest yg ade. so we have to walk but bile da ramai2 tak rase sangat kan penat. eventhough air buah die tak sedap langsung but bile satu hari penat buat keje, hang out with mates and chill for a while might help..

last day sempat la mandi laut and guess what? i had muscle cramp all over my back and my arm. tu la show off berenang jaoh sangat.. padan muke kan. but i just loveee the beach. angin die memang thumbs up. it was very relaxing and awesome. tengok laut pon tak ngantuk. got the chance to hang out with.......... it was fun. hihi..

but everything must have both side. i  mean the good and the bad. the question? how can you tell when someone hate you? from the way they staring at you or the way they talk or they tell you in person? i bet theres a lot of way you can make sure. i mean aku ade buat salah kat kau ke? i'm wondering why..

so here i am back to my normal life. got lotsa work to do this week. i guess its gonna be a hell of a week huh. wish me luck. now i just kept thinking what should i do to make things right. i'm trying to be nice but i guess you hate me right now huh? i just wanna say i'm ssorry if i've done anything to you. didn't mean to hurt  you feeling. or anybody. just can we be as usuall?? can u do that for me??

thoughts of the day

i'm pissed off

some ppl would say "hell yeah, test cancel!"

but for me i would rather say "what the heck??"

i mean even though i'm not 100% ready for dynamics but stil rase beban 10 tan kat kepala and penat tau tak??

uuurrrgggghhh %$@#*&

dont tell me that i'm pathetic if i cry coz i want to ok

thanks coz making my life miserable!

tomorrow we're off to linggi for our uko project (we just love uko don't we??)

haven't pack anything yet

typical duya

sunburn and unbearable tiredness awaits.. yeay..

but i guess we gonna have much fun there huh??

i hope..

i mean theres something on mind that makes me think,

i mean which person are you when you mad or merajuk with someone?

do you talk to them and tell them what you feel?

or do you tarik muka masam and didn't talk to anyone for days?

or do you let it go and cool balik seprti biase?

or do you just buat tak tau and biar orang yang datang mintak maaf?

or any other suggestion??

think about it coz i'm pretty sure you will turn into someone you hate to be

and its hurt huh..

so you decide who you want to be when you stuck in that kind of matter.

coz u dont want to hurt anybody and to be hurt right??

mid sem ahead!

mid semester ahead! home today. semua da balik including my roomates.and all my friends except for yan cuz die kene repeat ukor. sbar ye yan.. i'm damn bored cuz tak tau nak buat ape since all my mates da balik. so i think online je la kot until my mum datang. best way to enjoy you boredom.

i've been thinking lately about who are you when you're mad or sad? i mean i'm sure you are not yourself  at some particular moment. you yell at someone eventhough they are your bestfriends. you cry eventhough cying is not you thing. you're not gonna talk for days. do anything alone. never thought about the 'sorry' words.you gonna be a whole different person. right?

so checkout  a cool vid at youtube wonder baby nobody. haha.. cute seh.. awesome..

anyway got to go.. lunch at 4.30pm ngan yan jap.. out and maybe gonna update soon..

youaretheone!

what the heck

feel like freaking tired panda today. why? because me and my mates got to stay up late for calculus. i mean it just a quiz but still sume orang bersungguh2 study. the most damn part is kiteorg kene stdy banyak and the example isn't in the book. memang disaster. sampai satu point semua orang da tension cuz as for me kene cari solution online. then tibe wani cakap "weh, ak rase nak mencarut cuz pe yang kite penat2 pikir semua ad kat page whatsoever". and then i was like WHAT THE HELL!! kiteorang punye la pikir cam nak mati solution die siap search online lagi. then kami semua jerit untok menghilangkan rase tension yang teramat. haha.. pukol 4 pagi kot baru tido. da sakit2 tengkuk and pedih2 da mate dalam klas.thank god klas it cancel. thanks en.wan..

tonight i think i'm gonna turn into someone that i hate to be. i mean sometimes you gotta respect for what others think or want. maybe ada sebab yang kita tak tau kan. i hate fights in any way. i'm trying to avoid it eventhough sometimes it happens. dengan siblings pon stil gadoh lagi kan...

i can't help it. gotta shut my eyes down now..

evil one?

 

my day today started with late to class. i mean 30 minutes late. naseb baek lecturer tu x garang sangat. i was late due to bangun lambat (padan muka). and bangun lambat due to lack of good night sleep. and lack of good night sleep due to stay up late. and stay up late due to fb, ms and ym. the results of coz la tidow dlam class, got panda eyes and penat yang melampau2. so lepas ni gotta do something about it coz if i dont i'm gonna end up macam zombie kot.

today i'm stuck in the circumstances that i hate the most. again dumbfounded. i know i'm not that good in this kind of matter but at least i'm trying. gotta make things straight.. and i dont wanna be the evil one!

life is beautiful

i'm trying my best to love ukur right here. and today was a disaster since our terabas didn't turned out the way its supposed to be. can i have another word for penat but much more worst than that? and the worst part is air mate ni senang2 je meleleh bile penat and berjemur tengah2 panas and tension bile sume bende tak jadi. no wonder la time plkn dulu pon bole nanges dalam baris kan.

ada terbace huda zainal ali punye post and all i can say is mkay kite gang.. haha.. jeles much. shes already donate twice and i've never done any donation before. and i think i kinda agree with her cuz bile ade blood donation je mesti majoriti nye kaum hawa? nape ek? still wondering..

now im missing my besties even more. feels like haven't talk to them in years. maybe sume orang still busy ngan life masing2 and i have to respect that am i? then i feel like we are even more apart..

petang tadi ada terbace an interesting blurbs one of my friends in ms. i kept read it over and over again cuz i think the words is pretty beautiful. its something about how we should keep our life meaningful every second of our breathe cuz our life is short isn't it? and it kinda make me think think it is hell true cuz we every second we wasted is a moment of joy that we wont get back. so before your life is over do crazy stuff, goofin around as much as you can, laugh until your face hurt, enjoy your quality time with your family and friends. try something that beyond your expectation like go on a bungee jumping or anything like that. then you gonna realize how beautiful life are when you enjoy it to the max. try to stay out of your own shadow cuz  it wont worth a thing.

now i'm struggling with dynamics cuz its damn hard. i dint know if i can get through it though. wish me luck.. :)

gotta learn..

what a day

off to times square with my mates

woah gotta admit thaat is really damn tiring

kinda weird much

cuz kali ni kami yg pompuan plak yang x larat nak shopping

hero2 plak yag syok berjalan

wonder why

today i've learned something

i've never thought of dealing with teribble money shortage before

i mean sikit2 tu ada la

but you know what

bile kite da kene hidop sendiri, makan bayar sendiri, bayar everything sendiri

then baru appreciate nilai duit tu

i mean i'm not on scholar

so maybe its kinda hard for me you know

depending on my mum and my dad to pay all things up

sometimes its hard for me to ask my mum for some money

x nak susahkan mereka

but its not like i've never try to save some money

cuz  i've try 

i'm learning now!

love adam!

its been a while since my last update

got class tomorrow but here i am

can't sleep cuz its kinda hot tonight

last weekend off to iffat's birthday party

awesome, superb and da bomb..

haha..

dress code white and red

as for kid disney costumes 

guess what? me and nabil  won haji romli treasure hunt

beyond expectation actually

we won rm 30

but split 50-50 la

tapi overall memang terbaek party die

and not to forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR IFFAT!

have you guys seen adam lambert, for your entertainment

i think it is a cool video

especially the hair

oh god, love it

i gotta admit that he is super hottie

love the way he look, he dress

maybe for some people its really gross cuz hes a gay

but what the hell?

but theres a lot of homo out there and why we have to judge him

he has the voice and i think its better than being a slut like any other celebrity

man, its not cool judging people according to their appearence

but we gotta see their talent that the trying to expose

i love you adam!

 

  

 

  

 

rayyanchocolate!

HELL YEAH!!

akhirnya test titas da lepas

memang lepas la beban 

now i can enjoy my fb and everything

but not for long

calculus waiting!

shit

but for me and my mates no calculus tonight

i gotta admit that i like 'chocolate'

but there is no way i can approach

stalk dari jaoh seems to be the best way

for now i think

but thanks to technology

now i know where i can find what i'm looking for

by the way

can i be bella in eclipse?

two hot guys are dying for you

i'm into jacob

no offense

now i miss my little 'handsome boy' rayyan

can someone bring him over?

 

we are just human

awkward sikit ari ni

eventhough there is still a smile

but it doesn't mean like you mean it

maybe its just me je yang rase macam tu

i dont know

just let make it this way

no hard feeling okay??

i know you can't have all the things you want

unless you're a daughter of a king or anything

but stil sekaye mane pun tak semestinye happy kan?

must be impossible to get aaannyything we want

because we are just a normal human being right?

we've done all sort of good and bad things

but stil never learned from own mistakes

still living in our own la la land

can't even understand simple things ssometimes

got limits to certain thing

why?

rayyan!

i miss this!

thank god!

akhirnya wifi kembali seperti biase setelah i dont know, 4 days

everybody turned into 'no-idea-what-to-do' freak for the past 4 days

haha

dont worry guys

now you can enjoy your fb!

now im thinking of nasi kukus ayam berempah in front of our college

i can eat that thing for 5 days stairght

memamng terbaek nasi die..

for the last 4 days i've been here all along

tak balik rumah cuz i got three test in this week

so many unexpected going on

but i'll manage

but mostly happy things happened

and i'm grateful for that

hope for better tomorrow

now i'm 100% agree that none of us is perfect

if you got good grades doesn't mean that you are good enough

if you're beautiful it doesn't mean that you can be anybody that you want

there is must be at least a little thing that can make you think that you are not perfect

how can you be someone else while you can even recognize you own self?? 

i miss arrayyan like trillion much!

can someone bring him here please???

:)

 

i'm happy

and everything is going well

i finally found what i've been looking for

and gotta admit that it do feels good

boleh tak nak senyum selebar2 nye sampai esok?

*grin*

but still

harap yang besok akan lebih baik dari ari ni

sometimes everything going pretty well as we wish for

but still 

it doesn't always gonna be perfect

dan itu yang membuatkan life more challenging than we can ever think of 

wish that we are one of the character in fairytales

meet the prince charming

and lived happily ever after

but for now all i can ever think of is enjoying myself

because i'm happy

i'm thankful for that

don't worry guys

there's always be 'the moments'

where u feel like you're flying and

they make you head spin around 

there's always somebody for everybody

wait and see!

i love subaru

 

 

 

today is subaru day out with my cuzies

pegi test drive sambil jadi camwhore for the whole

nikon best

wish i had one myself

so check out the ride

so now online di sealion kolam mancing

wifi die memang laju tahap gaban la

bole tengok youtube straight je

memang teebaek

tapi yang x terbaek nye next week ada test kimia

and tak study lagi

how cool is that?

gotta choose between fb and chemistry

haha

something is missing

talking panda is here

facebooking, blogging and  ym 'ing'

im 100% sure yg tomorrow dalam klas mate sure ngntuk tahap babun gila

im soooo dead..

( wani esok tolong urut aku yek ) 

last tuesday night me and my classmates off to this PEMKA AGM thing

its kinda boooring

why, because events nye ucapan, ucapan and ucapan *duh*

thank god the food was awesome

nasi colour2 and ayam masak merah

yummy yummy

but having dinner at 10 pm is just not right

you know what i mean right?

cuz if you dont, try that and see what happen

so after all the shitty, we all turned into a camwhore sekejap

mentang2 la orang tak de and lighting kat tengah campus tu gempak

haha..

anyway, i wanna thanked linda for the eye makeover

love it like rael much

 

hottie alert!

what happen to my tounge?

kami camwhore tegar. haha.. cant deny it.

okai, saya mahu pakai high heels

tapi no confidence at all

i feel like a giant and tinggi yg melampau

nak pakai bright colours but no guts

that is why i prefer black and dark colours

cakap dengan penoh confidence

cakap dengan buddies pon segan

but

people used to say that you gotta do it your way

it doesn't matter what people say about you

but its kinda hard when others start to make a fun of you

 then there it is

you start to hide behind your own shadow

how pathetic is that?

damn it.

di mane confidence anda?

tolong beritahu saya!

talking panda

awake at 4.36 am! cool!

at last..

woah..its been a while.. at last my lappy is back. thank god. huh.. so now here i am, in my room, facebooking, myspacing and blogging. so ada macam2 citer untuk diceritakan. last week ad piala haji romli (its a bowling tournament, fyi ).. guess what im da champion of the night..haha. beyond my expectation actually. i mean the score. but im happy with that. tp kan that night memang havoc and happening giler kot. x penah2 sorak camtu, tetibe mane datang ntah suare sorak2 tu. penat jangan citer. but totally worth it.

now im looking forward nak tengok band slam and avatar.( avatar da lame da tayang tp x tengok2 lg.. i know pathetic isn't it?? ) but i dont know when. jom tengok ramai2. huhu.

ok got something to share. i have the addiction to karaoke. i dont know since when. i think since malam gi karoks kat selayang mall last week. memang best tahap giler. jom join karoks ramai2 jom..

so now da masok 2010. how fast is that? pejam celik pejam celik da masok 2010. and u guys realize that kite sume da makin tue? haha.. should be 'hell yeah' or 'oh no'?? huhu. but stil if we enjoy every second of our life to the max, u gonna find that life is beautiful. no offense. still learning and basically trying to figure out what im supposed to do in life. have the courages to decice whats best for myself and everybody else. and trying to bear in my mind that nothing can stop me from trying. so some of my resolution in 2010 would be : lose weight ( can't i? ), tak tidow dalam class, have my own note for every subject, dapat pointer tinggi, and enjoy my life as much as i can. hehe. sume memories in 2009 takkan lupe. ever.. 

happy new year to all u guys out there! may this year brings you a lot of happiness than before.. 

saya nur edura halim berjanji.....

okay now my room = cyber cafe.. haha. online beramai2. the most hilarious part, ym and facebooking ngan orang sebelah.. haha. so tadu baru g dinner kat flat sebelah ngan yan, wani, akim, memek, bubu and nina. at 10.30 pm. mane x naik badan. makan malam2. haha. ingat nak makan nasi to akak tu cakap nasi lak da abes kan, so kene la makan kuey teow. 

so i've got new aim for this new semester. ' saya nur edura halim akan cube sedaya upaya saya untuk tidak tido dalam class and salin nota sendiri untuk setiap subjek.' haha.. this is my weakness from the beginning. hehe.. wish me luck eh.. tadi msok klas calculus and i had this little feeling that its gonna be tough. i dont know. maybe la. hope tak susah la. huhu.

so tonite suppose to be movie nite but everybody seems hard to take their hands off from their lappy. but the line is not so good right so you know what i mean. huhu~.

off!

tik tok!

miss this thingy..

just got back from sri lanka. gonna tell you all aboud it soon.. ciao..

miss my blog trillion much..