what the heck

feel like freaking tired panda today. why? because me and my mates got to stay up late for calculus. i mean it just a quiz but still sume orang bersungguh2 study. the most damn part is kiteorg kene stdy banyak and the example isn't in the book. memang disaster. sampai satu point semua orang da tension cuz as for me kene cari solution online. then tibe wani cakap "weh, ak rase nak mencarut cuz pe yang kite penat2 pikir semua ad kat page whatsoever". and then i was like WHAT THE HELL!! kiteorang punye la pikir cam nak mati solution die siap search online lagi. then kami semua jerit untok menghilangkan rase tension yang teramat. haha.. pukol 4 pagi kot baru tido. da sakit2 tengkuk and pedih2 da mate dalam klas.thank god klas it cancel. thanks en.wan..

tonight i think i'm gonna turn into someone that i hate to be. i mean sometimes you gotta respect for what others think or want. maybe ada sebab yang kita tak tau kan. i hate fights in any way. i'm trying to avoid it eventhough sometimes it happens. dengan siblings pon stil gadoh lagi kan...

i can't help it. gotta shut my eyes down now..

evil one?

 

my day today started with late to class. i mean 30 minutes late. naseb baek lecturer tu x garang sangat. i was late due to bangun lambat (padan muka). and bangun lambat due to lack of good night sleep. and lack of good night sleep due to stay up late. and stay up late due to fb, ms and ym. the results of coz la tidow dlam class, got panda eyes and penat yang melampau2. so lepas ni gotta do something about it coz if i dont i'm gonna end up macam zombie kot.

today i'm stuck in the circumstances that i hate the most. again dumbfounded. i know i'm not that good in this kind of matter but at least i'm trying. gotta make things straight.. and i dont wanna be the evil one!

life is beautiful

i'm trying my best to love ukur right here. and today was a disaster since our terabas didn't turned out the way its supposed to be. can i have another word for penat but much more worst than that? and the worst part is air mate ni senang2 je meleleh bile penat and berjemur tengah2 panas and tension bile sume bende tak jadi. no wonder la time plkn dulu pon bole nanges dalam baris kan.

ada terbace huda zainal ali punye post and all i can say is mkay kite gang.. haha.. jeles much. shes already donate twice and i've never done any donation before. and i think i kinda agree with her cuz bile ade blood donation je mesti majoriti nye kaum hawa? nape ek? still wondering..

now im missing my besties even more. feels like haven't talk to them in years. maybe sume orang still busy ngan life masing2 and i have to respect that am i? then i feel like we are even more apart..

petang tadi ada terbace an interesting blurbs one of my friends in ms. i kept read it over and over again cuz i think the words is pretty beautiful. its something about how we should keep our life meaningful every second of our breathe cuz our life is short isn't it? and it kinda make me think think it is hell true cuz we every second we wasted is a moment of joy that we wont get back. so before your life is over do crazy stuff, goofin around as much as you can, laugh until your face hurt, enjoy your quality time with your family and friends. try something that beyond your expectation like go on a bungee jumping or anything like that. then you gonna realize how beautiful life are when you enjoy it to the max. try to stay out of your own shadow cuz  it wont worth a thing.

now i'm struggling with dynamics cuz its damn hard. i dint know if i can get through it though. wish me luck.. :)

gotta learn..

what a day

off to times square with my mates

woah gotta admit thaat is really damn tiring

kinda weird much

cuz kali ni kami yg pompuan plak yang x larat nak shopping

hero2 plak yag syok berjalan

wonder why

today i've learned something

i've never thought of dealing with teribble money shortage before

i mean sikit2 tu ada la

but you know what

bile kite da kene hidop sendiri, makan bayar sendiri, bayar everything sendiri

then baru appreciate nilai duit tu

i mean i'm not on scholar

so maybe its kinda hard for me you know

depending on my mum and my dad to pay all things up

sometimes its hard for me to ask my mum for some money

x nak susahkan mereka

but its not like i've never try to save some money

cuz  i've try 

i'm learning now!

love adam!

its been a while since my last update

got class tomorrow but here i am

can't sleep cuz its kinda hot tonight

last weekend off to iffat's birthday party

awesome, superb and da bomb..

haha..

dress code white and red

as for kid disney costumes 

guess what? me and nabil  won haji romli treasure hunt

beyond expectation actually

we won rm 30

but split 50-50 la

tapi overall memang terbaek party die

and not to forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR IFFAT!

have you guys seen adam lambert, for your entertainment

i think it is a cool video

especially the hair

oh god, love it

i gotta admit that he is super hottie

love the way he look, he dress

maybe for some people its really gross cuz hes a gay

but what the hell?

but theres a lot of homo out there and why we have to judge him

he has the voice and i think its better than being a slut like any other celebrity

man, its not cool judging people according to their appearence

but we gotta see their talent that the trying to expose

i love you adam!

 

  

 

  

 

rayyanchocolate!

HELL YEAH!!

akhirnya test titas da lepas

memang lepas la beban 

now i can enjoy my fb and everything

but not for long

calculus waiting!

shit

but for me and my mates no calculus tonight

i gotta admit that i like 'chocolate'

but there is no way i can approach

stalk dari jaoh seems to be the best way

for now i think

but thanks to technology

now i know where i can find what i'm looking for

by the way

can i be bella in eclipse?

two hot guys are dying for you

i'm into jacob

no offense

now i miss my little 'handsome boy' rayyan

can someone bring him over?

 

we are just human

awkward sikit ari ni

eventhough there is still a smile

but it doesn't mean like you mean it

maybe its just me je yang rase macam tu

i dont know

just let make it this way

no hard feeling okay??

i know you can't have all the things you want

unless you're a daughter of a king or anything

but stil sekaye mane pun tak semestinye happy kan?

must be impossible to get aaannyything we want

because we are just a normal human being right?

we've done all sort of good and bad things

but stil never learned from own mistakes

still living in our own la la land

can't even understand simple things ssometimes

got limits to certain thing

why?

rayyan!

i miss this!

thank god!

akhirnya wifi kembali seperti biase setelah i dont know, 4 days

everybody turned into 'no-idea-what-to-do' freak for the past 4 days

haha

dont worry guys

now you can enjoy your fb!

now im thinking of nasi kukus ayam berempah in front of our college

i can eat that thing for 5 days stairght

memamng terbaek nasi die..

for the last 4 days i've been here all along

tak balik rumah cuz i got three test in this week

so many unexpected going on

but i'll manage

but mostly happy things happened

and i'm grateful for that

hope for better tomorrow

now i'm 100% agree that none of us is perfect

if you got good grades doesn't mean that you are good enough

if you're beautiful it doesn't mean that you can be anybody that you want

there is must be at least a little thing that can make you think that you are not perfect

how can you be someone else while you can even recognize you own self?? 

i miss arrayyan like trillion much!

can someone bring him here please???

:)

 

i'm happy

and everything is going well

i finally found what i've been looking for

and gotta admit that it do feels good

boleh tak nak senyum selebar2 nye sampai esok?

*grin*

but still

harap yang besok akan lebih baik dari ari ni

sometimes everything going pretty well as we wish for

but still 

it doesn't always gonna be perfect

dan itu yang membuatkan life more challenging than we can ever think of 

wish that we are one of the character in fairytales

meet the prince charming

and lived happily ever after

but for now all i can ever think of is enjoying myself

because i'm happy

i'm thankful for that

don't worry guys

there's always be 'the moments'

where u feel like you're flying and

they make you head spin around 

there's always somebody for everybody

wait and see!

i love subaru

 

 

 

today is subaru day out with my cuzies

pegi test drive sambil jadi camwhore for the whole

nikon best

wish i had one myself

so check out the ride

so now online di sealion kolam mancing

wifi die memang laju tahap gaban la

bole tengok youtube straight je

memang teebaek

tapi yang x terbaek nye next week ada test kimia

and tak study lagi

how cool is that?

gotta choose between fb and chemistry

haha

something is missing

talking panda is here

facebooking, blogging and  ym 'ing'

im 100% sure yg tomorrow dalam klas mate sure ngntuk tahap babun gila

im soooo dead..

( wani esok tolong urut aku yek ) 

last tuesday night me and my classmates off to this PEMKA AGM thing

its kinda boooring

why, because events nye ucapan, ucapan and ucapan *duh*

thank god the food was awesome

nasi colour2 and ayam masak merah

yummy yummy

but having dinner at 10 pm is just not right

you know what i mean right?

cuz if you dont, try that and see what happen

so after all the shitty, we all turned into a camwhore sekejap

mentang2 la orang tak de and lighting kat tengah campus tu gempak

haha..

anyway, i wanna thanked linda for the eye makeover

love it like rael much

 

hottie alert!

what happen to my tounge?

kami camwhore tegar. haha.. cant deny it.

okai, saya mahu pakai high heels

tapi no confidence at all

i feel like a giant and tinggi yg melampau

nak pakai bright colours but no guts

that is why i prefer black and dark colours

cakap dengan penoh confidence

cakap dengan buddies pon segan

but

people used to say that you gotta do it your way

it doesn't matter what people say about you

but its kinda hard when others start to make a fun of you

 then there it is

you start to hide behind your own shadow

how pathetic is that?

damn it.

di mane confidence anda?

tolong beritahu saya!

talking panda

awake at 4.36 am! cool!

at last..

woah..its been a while.. at last my lappy is back. thank god. huh.. so now here i am, in my room, facebooking, myspacing and blogging. so ada macam2 citer untuk diceritakan. last week ad piala haji romli (its a bowling tournament, fyi ).. guess what im da champion of the night..haha. beyond my expectation actually. i mean the score. but im happy with that. tp kan that night memang havoc and happening giler kot. x penah2 sorak camtu, tetibe mane datang ntah suare sorak2 tu. penat jangan citer. but totally worth it.

now im looking forward nak tengok band slam and avatar.( avatar da lame da tayang tp x tengok2 lg.. i know pathetic isn't it?? ) but i dont know when. jom tengok ramai2. huhu.

ok got something to share. i have the addiction to karaoke. i dont know since when. i think since malam gi karoks kat selayang mall last week. memang best tahap giler. jom join karoks ramai2 jom..

so now da masok 2010. how fast is that? pejam celik pejam celik da masok 2010. and u guys realize that kite sume da makin tue? haha.. should be 'hell yeah' or 'oh no'?? huhu. but stil if we enjoy every second of our life to the max, u gonna find that life is beautiful. no offense. still learning and basically trying to figure out what im supposed to do in life. have the courages to decice whats best for myself and everybody else. and trying to bear in my mind that nothing can stop me from trying. so some of my resolution in 2010 would be : lose weight ( can't i? ), tak tidow dalam class, have my own note for every subject, dapat pointer tinggi, and enjoy my life as much as i can. hehe. sume memories in 2009 takkan lupe. ever.. 

happy new year to all u guys out there! may this year brings you a lot of happiness than before.. 

saya nur edura halim berjanji.....

okay now my room = cyber cafe.. haha. online beramai2. the most hilarious part, ym and facebooking ngan orang sebelah.. haha. so tadu baru g dinner kat flat sebelah ngan yan, wani, akim, memek, bubu and nina. at 10.30 pm. mane x naik badan. makan malam2. haha. ingat nak makan nasi to akak tu cakap nasi lak da abes kan, so kene la makan kuey teow. 

so i've got new aim for this new semester. ' saya nur edura halim akan cube sedaya upaya saya untuk tidak tido dalam class and salin nota sendiri untuk setiap subjek.' haha.. this is my weakness from the beginning. hehe.. wish me luck eh.. tadi msok klas calculus and i had this little feeling that its gonna be tough. i dont know. maybe la. hope tak susah la. huhu.

so tonite suppose to be movie nite but everybody seems hard to take their hands off from their lappy. but the line is not so good right so you know what i mean. huhu~.

off!

tik tok!

miss this thingy..

just got back from sri lanka. gonna tell you all aboud it soon.. ciao..

miss my blog trillion much..

i'm 18!

setelah berhari-hari x dpat online akhirnya dapat jugak update my blog.huhu.. so now online di suria station.sanggup drive jaoh2 semate2 nak online hahaha.redah hujan lagi. ok stop for all that crap. so last wednesday was my 18th birthday.i'm 18 now. yahoo!!! ok supposed to be 'yahoo' or 'oh no'? sebab da makin tua.hehe. happy ari tue. but still im happy im 18. bole msok club. hehe.. *grin*

tapi sampai sekarang satu present pown x dpt lagi. huhu. tapi malam birthday tu ramai yg wish so im happy. hehe

thanx guys. love ya. and one more thing thanx to huda zainal ali cuz ad ckit tribute kat blog die. thanx and miss ya hudz!

so now im looking foward to watch 2012. maybe next week. cant wait. really.da seminggu dok kat umah and my life is fulled with boredom. ari2 tengok tv and makan and tido.tu je la. streamyx wat hal.so bertambah2la bosan. nak kuar duet x de. haha. so lepak je la cam ular sawa da rasenye. hehe. so kali ni update ckit je la. maybe nanti update lagi ya. hehee..

happy birthday to me! 

 

freedom!

 

 

 

 

hell yeah! freedom is mine. at last. haha. last paper today was a disaster. i think. hoping for a miracle to get an A.huhu. so as you guys know, bile da abes final the first thing that came up right into my mind was, times square is waitin'.haha. so abes je paper, me and my mates drag our asss off pegi time square. planning nak lepas tension la masing2. hehe. after amek monorail, sampai je beli ticket tengok jennifers body. thank god orang tak ramai. fuh.. then akhir nyer saya berjaye lepaskan gian nak makan mc'd. haha setelah bertahan selama berhari-hari akhirnya perot saya dapat jugak makan spicy chicken mcdeluxe. even sekarang pown rase nak makan *grin*. cam ada addiction je.

then kami2 sumer meneroskan hari kami dengan tunjuk skill kat bowling alley. hahah. and im da champion of the day. yeay! paling best tengok blood bath between bubu and yan. haha. but in the end of the day, girls team number one! sory guys. hahah..sambung mengabeskan duet kat gane arcade. cam little kid yg dapat men game. after that g tengok jennifers body. okay, now i gotta admit that megan fox is the sexiest women alive. she is way hot and sexy.haha. best citer die weyh. pi tengok ramai2..

so here i am now. dorang nak sambung lagi movie malam ni. so later ya..

i got the feeling!

i'm a panda!

i got panda eyes. i mean its really horrribleand ugly and it was a disaster. ewww.. how to get rid of it? everyday become darker and darker. okay maybe it was me. for the past one whole week, u know with all this final exam goin' on, i've been sleeping a bit late. okay i'd lied. i mean really late. me and all my mate, every nite we will sleep aboud 5 or 6 am. i mean everyday. omg.. then the next hours tidow sampai kul bape ntah. pukul 9 pg tu kire pukul 3 pagi kami. sooner or later we all gonna turn into batwoman. to all you guys out there, dont ever try this.. its not healthy and you will suffer serious disease called tired-to-death.. i wanna give  you guys  a little information about the effects of this horrible diseases:

a. unbearable tiredness

b. of coz ugly panda eyes

c. tahap mengantuk yang maximum.

d. muke mengantuk padahal korang x ngantuk pown ( i hate dis one..)

i've warned you..

mereka di atas adalah gang2 tidow lambat saya. haha..so kami adalah sekawan panda yang suke tidow lambat.

so again gotta drag my asss off pegi study. nak jadi panda..

panda rawks!

 

i'm done with algebra!

 td baru abes paper algebra. fuh! lega kot. so 3 more to go. cepat la abes. macam2 kot da plan nak buat. huhu. especially when it comes to the movies. can't wait to watch 2012 and jennifers body.by the way love the shoes. in above pic. hehe.

the real thing is sebenarnya nk tidow jap before study group jap lagi. tapi tetibe wireless ok plak. aiyow. kacau la.. 

im shutting my eyes down right now!

baby are you down,down,down,down!

moto gp 2009!

oh my gosh.seems like there is a thousand of stories to tell. last weekend off to moto gp, sepang. got test the next day but what the hell?? the most important thing i've made it. lame gile kot dah plan mau pegi tengok moto gp tp x tengok2 jugak. got some pic up there. antara biker-wanna-be yang pegi adalah my dad of coz, my two little brothers, oon and his gurlfriend, bangchik, jan , beed, my classmate ari and me. so let me tell u guys the whole shit. 

pagi tu i've tried my best to persuade my parents so that they'll let ari come with us. so after all the "please let him come" scene then we're off.  so it was a really damn hot day. sampai2 kene tunggu beli tiket. the most awesome moment when u go to the moto gp is dat if u have the obsessions with bike either superbike or chopper or anything then u can see a lot ( i mean A LOT) of sweet ride there.oh god..memang gempak, happening and havoc giler kot. then biler tengok race for 1000cc lg la excited cam budak2. but rossi was in the 3rd place. but before tu hujan kejap and mood tu da hilang ckit kan. hahaha

after that ada mini concert. we got rod stewart, hujan, jinbara, nidji and many more. x la excited sangat tengok rod stewart tu cuz daripada 7 lagu die nyaniy satu pown x taw. so juz standing with ari feelin awkward. awkward?? * grin* ok then balik college aboud 8.30 pm camtu. penat cam nak mati tp kene jugak drag my ass off g study kat bwah cuz i've got hubungan etnik test the next day. only god knows how tired i am that day. but at least it was worth it rite? got the chance to watch the moto gp..

wednesday before tu me, yan, ben and ari. kami  g klcc tengok inglorious basterds. i dont know if i spell that rite. at first i thought it was a war movies. you know like the world war 2. but then i think it was a comedy type of movies. it was ok.. :)

so sekarng tengah final exam.. wish me luck. i dunno why but today i not feelin like a normal human being so that is why im writing all this crap like shit. i think my mind is like upside down rite now. so im really sorry for any inconvinient.

teardrops on my guitar!

miss you guys..

 

like people used to say 'a great thing comes with a great effort', rite?? so now im going to work my ass off so that i can buy the car of my dream as illustrated above. i think im in love. but i would rather like it in white. i mean it have that sophisticated, elegant, and and of course super duper cute looks. hope i'll get one for myself.

yesterday  i was off to saloma bistro for my dad's office hari raye celebration. it was quite worth it. i mean the food was ok and it was cozy with the band and all things. the most awesome part is we made a request for a song and for the band to sing. 'kenangan terindah'. oh gosh... it reminds me of the most precious memory in national service.i miss u guys a lot!!!!!!!! especially all the lapacrew. where are u guys??? i miss u guys like zillions much.. ama, ida, mkay, huda, zulfa, putri, ain, qila and of course our one and only cikgu wawa. wish i can turnback time hamg out with you guys again. huhu..

miss.. miss. miss..